I don’t log on everyday, I don’t do much. And now instead of being the guy who messages everyone on D1 and overplays ggs. I’m now the guy who puts in like just the effort needed and is more likely to smoke weed on a night I’m in elim instead of obsessively prepping for it.
I’ve grown. Who knew drugs were the key the whole time.
Is actually getting on Survivor, making it to the final 4 and being in the fire-making challenge, but not just losing. But being in a Sundra/Becky situation where neither me nor my opponent can make fire and Jeff has to interrupt and say we're going to matches. Even WINNING would be embarrassing as fuck at that point. That situation is literally nightmare fuel.