Well this is it, my last blog on tengaged, the big 1 tripple 0.....
goodbye and good riddence.
To be honest I have actually written 2 blog 1000's, this one, and the one I innitally intended to use but now have changed my mind. I dont know what compelled me to change blogs, seeing as I have spent well over 3 hours on the other one, rediscovering old memories with older friends deciding not to post my blurbs actually takes an emotional toll on me.
However I do have some reasoning behind it....Theres an aspect of this site I hate, and posting that blog would only encourage it. This site is exactly like a highschool in any generic movie, in the sense that status is everything and everyone on this site obsesses over it, and posting a blog where people would only skip to see how I percevied them is not how I wanna go out. I cant say Im above all that either however, look at my last blog, yet its an aspect about me I want to change, and I will by leaving this site.
And for those who say this isnt true, the blog that I spammed, where I announced I was leaving got less votes in comments then the one about shoutouts. This is not a culture I want to be apart of. If you are still curious about what I had to say about you my skype is mvonneumann, hell if you have read this far you deserve it.
Another reason for my leaving is time, as some noticed in this past stars I dissapeared right around the time when I got nommed. Willy was the only one to guess it right oddly enough despite my denying it to his face. I lied to him and several others because I didnt want pity, but in reality my grandmother had passed away. Even know I struggle to say it cuz Im still struggling to come to terms with the gravitry of the situation. hell, I only just broke down in tears for the first time since her death whilst writting that sentence. I bring this up as teh next time I returned to tengaged after the news, all what I was greated with was petty gossip and accusations that I just didnt care and had givin up, specifically by a certain HOF member.
So why am I leaving, I guess I just cant take you anymore...the people of tengaged, you have taken what should be a game, and made it into something more, something horrible. And TBH I dont want a part of it anymore. Goodbye tengaged, last rounds on me
I'm so sorry, I just met you and I really wanted to be able to play more games with you, I'm also really sorry about your grandma, a lot of people have been through it and I will eventually, really soon because my grandma is really sick. I wish you the best and hopefully we can still talk on Skype once in a while<3 +12
aW sucks that you're leaving, hope its only a short break or even a long break but you come back, i'm sorry about your loss of your grandms..and i will be seeing you draft day! in a few weeks, and Good luck with anything you do. better stay on skyp e so we can talk about THE PACK !
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MAX!!! i'm so sorry to hear about your grandma, I am honored that i got a chance to meet you in the game and i know we will continue to be frineds on at least skype and the mouse game! YOU will be missed , If you come back later non when everything gets taken care of we will have a PARTY!!!
Wpw
Martin
Oh and stay away from Pedo Bear
you're a great guy Max, i hope things get better for you
and ye this site is abiva a pisstake sometimes but as long as you dont take it too seriously its still fun lol, i hope someday youll give it another chance!
=( It's sad to see you leave Tengaged, but as you said, it's like a high school here. Sometimes you have to do what you have to do. Please keep in touch on skype hun. <33
i dont want you to goo.. you were like my best aussie friend :S
i enjoyed the memories with you and the laughs that we had either with each other or me laughing at your australian ass <3
ily minivan
though we weren't close, you're a really genuine person, and too good for this site tbh. I wish you all the best through the tough times you're experiencing and that life goes well for you again.
Well this is it, my last blog on tengaged, the big 1 tripple 0.....