What a ride it鈥檚 been even though I didn鈥檛 win at least I can say I went through a stars game unnommed.
Congratulations to Wyatt a very well deserved winner got a lot love for you my guy and also shoutout to Alyssa who I consider like a sister to me here you absolutely killed it this game as well. I also want to once again apologize to everyone that I hurt in this game Ik that I have a lot of work to do for your forgiveness and I will go the extra mile to do it if you all would let me. I will be talking a long break from stars(unless the raffle sucks me back in). But I will be back in the future and hopefully instead of the silver medal Ill be holding up the gold.
Thank you to everyone for voted for me I appreciate all the support you gave me the last 24 hours and to my fellow cast mates thank you for a great game. Peace out Stars 784鉂わ笍馃槑
Sorry I took a bit to make this I was working late
Well I somehow managed to make all the way to the finals without getting nominated, I know there are many of you who have questions about my gameplay and I hope that I鈥檓 able to answer some of those questions.
Joining this stars there was an accusation of a premade between Disney, Jordan(Abiotic), Bengie(Country), Austin(SexyTex) and TJ when there never really was one between them. There were 2 groups that were formed with the side I chose being the so called premade plus myself, Adam, Sam, and Wyatt. Wyatt and I were added to both groups so we planned to be double agents from the jump but that fell through when Wyatt got kicked from the group which led to Alyssa taking his place in the group and to him to getting nommed with colter.
Once colter left, the group took out mackey next which then led to Sam getting nommed which led him to leave the group and it became a 8.
When Sam left this was where the questionable gameplay came in with the early flavoring of Wyatt, I really didn鈥檛 agree with that decision whatsoever but it鈥檚 what the group wanted so I unfortunately had to roll with it
After Treeko was evicted the group began to turn on each other which is how Adam and Disney went up and then the Bengie situation occurred where some us thought he volunteered to go up against Wyatt because he thought he could beat him even though it was his 3rd time up so I formed a new alliance to nom both Bengie and Wyatt which was one of the moves that sucked for me on a perosnal level because I consider Bengie a friend.
After machu was evicted I knew I had to make the flavoring Stopped for a bit so I brought up the idea of Austin and Adam and thought to build up Austin to go against Wyatt and after he beat Adam I choose to betray Jordan which I felt awful about but i felt it was the best move for me in that moment.
After Austin and Wyatt went up at final 6 I knew that no matter who survived I had to keep that person off the block the next 2 votes and I made sure that happened. The 3 people I was closely aligned with all game Anya, TJ and Alyssa I had to nominate all of them to make sure I was the only person that got to the end unnommed and I was able to convince all of them and Wyatt not to target me which was how I was able to navigate through home stretch with ease.
The first half of the game I was very loyal to the people I was working with but once we got closer to closer to the end i had to play for myself and be selfish which was not easy for me to do. I know a lot of people in the cast are hurt by decisions and moves I made and I want to profoundly apologize for how I treated you guys during the game but I feel like if I didn鈥檛 play the way I did this whole game I wouldn鈥檛 be sitting at the end. I didn鈥檛 play anyone else鈥檚 game but my own, and I was able to have my fate in my own hands from beginning to end. Ik the flavoring is a big part of why I might not win and I understand that but I feel that this game played out in any other way I wouldn鈥檛 be here now. No matter how this ends im proud of how I was able to get through this whole game without being nominated a single time and that鈥檚 something I will take pride in. I hope you guys can see the work I put into this and deem me worthy enough to be the winner of Stars 784. :)
Somehow my 2nd time around is more draining than my first which I honestly didn鈥檛 think was possible but it happened, Ik that everyone is questioning what the cast is doing with these noms every dc and honestly I don鈥檛 blame you guys from the viewers perspective, it鈥檚 a complete mess and I鈥檓 100% guilty in the process that鈥檚 occurring in this game. All the talks of a premade going into the game and known connections outside of the game I was just trying to help out people I knew while also setting myself up for success down the road and I know the job I鈥檝e done in the eyes of you guys has been horrific and honestly you would be right, I鈥檝e done some things in this game im not proud of and it鈥檚 only gonna get harder if I keep going(what a miracle that would be), I鈥檝e upset some friends along the way which I never wanted to do but i can鈥檛 make everyone happy as much as I would like to, I鈥檓 only foolishly hoping for a dream scenario that would never become a reality, so far in this game I鈥檝e been trying to remain true to myself while staying focused on trying to win, even if it looks like less than a 1% chance of winning I鈥檓 gonna hold on to that probability for dear life and ride it out, I know this is a lot to read and I鈥檓 expecting some of you not to read all of it lol, but I鈥檓 gonna give it all I have and hopefully you guys can appreciate my effort :)
