Hey guys i will be in New Mexico at the end of the month and for the first few days of next month if anyone on tengaged lives in Albuquerque, and maybe wants to go have lunch or get a few drinks let me know! #castings #frookies #rookies #survivor
Hey guys,I just was feeling thankful to be alive and living as best i can with what god has dealt me, for the last 5 years I have always had a chip on my shoulder and thought that I had no life after my illness although I don't have the opportunity to do all the things i used to I still get to do a lot of things i can. I used to think I had great friends who would always be there for me no matter what and I guess the saying is true ( you will know who your true friends are when you get sick or when you go to jail) well i was wrong on both occasions.
when i was 18 i was arrested ( this may come to shock to everyone as i never told anyone here that before) and did my time in a federal prison followed by a 5 year probation. i at the time thought i had a lot of friends and when it came to it I only received 3 letters from my many so called friends i had. I swore not to let many people get close to me again but i failed back in Sept of 2011 i got really sick and almost passed away Spent 19 days in the hospital dying before the doctors actually realized what i had, after that i spent the next two years in and out of hospitals and Cancer Centers in my town, this time not once did any of my so called best friends visit me 1 time while i was dying in the hospital, I don't hold any regrets but i know now that my best friends i had where really just party and going out friends. I received more moral support from strangers online here on tengaged i guess True friends who i had the pleasure of meeting on this site and on es. I value all my TENGAGED FRIENDS because they have been here for me more than my so called friends i know in my daily life. One of these friends was diagnosed with Cancer and had to have an emergency operation removing an aggressive tumor he had. I drove my cripple ass two+ hours to the city he moved to to show him support he never gave me. When i walked in to the waiting room his mom cried and gave me a huge hug and was pleased i made the drive to wait with her while her son was in the OR. we chatted for like 4 hours and although i knew she didn't like me a whole lot but was civil with me because i was her sons friend we actually bonded. She asked me how i was doing and how i was handling my things and my moms death. I replied " i'm grateful to be here and just living my life one day at a time" we had a good lunch then we went in and saw my friend he cried when he saw me as well and apologized to me for never going to see me when i was in the hospital. I told him " don't worry about that just focus on you getting better" i guess he felt guilty that i traveled 2+ hours to see him and he couldn't even drive 10 mins in the same town for me. anyways Thank you all for being here for me through out these hard years and always having my back. I know some of you aren't my biggest fans garrievans97 and a few others but i'm even thankful to you for making my time here fun everyone needs someone to argue with sometimes to keep us alive lol..lol. here are a few people who I love jsylvia76 ASupreme Nicklove09 Manda17_xoxo onemanarmy k4r4K Bluesapphire JayELVeeisBack Valdamien acyuta moneyshot taraG RobiLee jassos4 and all the members of the NIGHT CREW! #castings #rookies #survivor
I found this photo of IDA before it's transformation. I just haven't decided witch is uglier then or now either way its UGLY as fuck just like her inside FAT COW sore losers always think they are bad online! Babeeeidah
I'm also tagging Ashley because i think she will enjoy seeing you for who you really are ;) AshleyD #casting #rookies #survivor #shops
It's my brother's birthday and my dad and I invited him over for a birthday dinner, so we are eating and when my dad finishes dinner he leaves and goes outside to smoke. I stay inside with my brother talking. ( I just re-connected with him from not seeing or talking for over 20 years) He then looks at me and says " can I ask you a personal question" and I was like oh ok here it comes he is prob going to ask me if i'm gay. but no he doesn't he asks me " Are you allowed to Masterbate?" I say "excuse me?" all shocked of course. He then says "Can you Masterbate?" so I replied " I don't see why I can't or shouldn't if I wanted to, but why the fuck are you asking me that question?" I told him that was creepy AF and I asked him what was wrong with him and that question made me feel uncomfortable!!!!! I told him those types of questions you don't go around asking people because it makes you seem like a creeper and a perv a sexual predator. Now I feel weird he apologized but like srsly I was just over his visit birthday or no birthday! Should I tell my dad that's my brother is fucken crazy or just let it go because now I'm a little pissed off like who asks there brother can you masterbate?
anyways what are your thoughts? #casting #rookies #shops #survivor
garrievans97 if you plan on talking shit and acting like a bad ass you RAT FACED FUCK!!! then at least unfilter me so i can comment on your stupid ass blogs and you wonder why i say you are ugly from the inside out bitch! it's easy to give it but when you can't take it back you filter someone. YOU ARE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!