im about to go to bed and tired as fuck so this isnt finished BUT message me if you think youd be involved too.I want to share my gratitude to the real ones on here. (very reflective atm)
Alexclow345 - I appreciate how you always make me laugh after something. Like, if i'm pissed off over something or league, you always are the goodball that "untoxifies" me especially during league. However, I had felt bad vibes recently, a two-faced feeling of; "I know how Alex (and the group) talk shit about other people, so the thing is I can only think./imagine the worst. as always. (Please dont take this as shade because its not)
lemonface - Iam appreciative of how much you (Used?) to defend me. I was always your punching bag but in a GOOD way, like you kept me motivated or laughing with you. The crack thing - DO WE EVEN REMEMBER WHAT STARTED IT LMAO? But I appreciate how you reach out and stand for injustices of people, and that you're the only who never really personally judged me. Or after a joke making sure to clarify its a joke and calm down lol. Most of all, I miss you and Danny. those were such good times!
Ianfitz0012 - You, omg, I MISS YOUR LAUGH. Now, you were truely obsessed with me to the point where I couldnt even hear whatever that song was without hearing "shayybayy" in so many SONGS and it fits well. You've also taken a stand for me before and arent afraid to call people out. I was mean to you and I am genuinely sorry. I dont know why I acted that way towards you and would kick you off calls. OOf I feel guilty as hell, You raise me up on calls, its nonstop, but I love you to peices and I hope you know that and dont just think I hated you.
@sarasj10 (literally cant remember) - I feel very vulnerable around you at the moment, but youre kind like the female Ian. Your jokes and timing are on point and your dark humor is way darker than Id expect so you have me rollin too. OMG ESP IN LEAGUE.that was fun af and 2 girls being a bot mess LMAO
donaam - I have not been able to talk or have a conversation with you since I left. You were good at keeping me grounded and trying to help my insecirties. You are someine I exoected to always be in my life as well but, either way, PLEASE we need to catch up soon (and smoke)
@Milkisfood - Dude, I feel like all i'm saying to everyone is "you're so funny with the punchlines" lmao. I miss when me,you and drew would smoke smoke and watch science videos lMFAO. You also always have my back, even when i'm not round, and I appreciate that as well. You're probably the one I talk to the most but not on calls. like leaguem message and shit. Its always fun playing with you. Contact me so you can carry me once again!!! !love you!!
Zeptis - UGHHH I MISS YOU SO MUCH and need to go on a call soon rather than just texting occasionally.I love love love love you so much.You've been involved in like any drama with me and vice versa. You also have been through it FUCKING ALL with me. It lowkey breaks my heart that we dont speak as much as we used to. You & Moomoo were the best, also GTA was so fun!! WE;VE GOTTA GO BACK, KATE! Also expect some fudge in the mail pretty soon. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
[REDACTED] - I appreciate that you forced me to see how a toxic relationship takes over and how low my boundaries are.
good ol [REDACTED] lookin out for their buddies