I'm sorry that you're triggered over my 3 year old response/mental breakdown to years of being harassed and bullied by a large group of friends. I asked them nicely HUNDREDS of times to leave me alone, and the hate did nothing but intensify and multiply. I feel genuinely terrible for crossing the line as I did, however I feel even worse that my so called friends would let me be treated and bullied this way, and all they choose to focus on are the mistakes I made, and wanna ignore what was done to have caused it.
To the friends I have blamed for not being willing to stand up for me. I understand going against the switchbullies would result in you being a target of there harassment and bullying, so instead you choose to join in and laugh at someone being murdered while simultaneously mourning the loss to someone close to you.
I just got offended because if the roles were reversed I would've stood up for you even though it's clearly not worth it.