Hello Tengaged, well yesterday I had a dispute for the last place in the final with Tara in the stars, and I found out in an ironic tone through Discord through Jhels, congratulations on 4th place.
Anyway, yesterday I took the day to forget stars, I spent an incredible day next to one of the people I love most in real life, I literally gave up fighting for a place in the final, I didn't post videos, im not seeking help from friends who only entered to help me (they say there is no spam help here, I did it once because I didn't know, and I was crucified for it, but deep down everyone does this, as I'm Brazilian and unknown, they filled me with haters), everyone These days I was active on the site in all the polls I participated in, this last one was my 5th time, but I preferred to stop fighting for a position in the final, I spared my mental health from unnecessary attacks, from people I don't even know, or who I am in truth. One of them threatened me publicly, dumped a bunch of shit on me and then went on Discord to apologize, a childish attitude, but it's okay.
This blog will probably be denied too much, like all the others I wrote were, so that no one would have visibility of how much I was trying to reach the final, there comes a time when it gets tiring, I didn't have 15 allies in the stelae, I had a good part of the TENGAGED audience's allies, this is no reason for me to be sad, even with my exit in 4th place, I have no reason to be disappointed with my trajectory in the game, much less because I came out against a favorite person of mine since the beginning of the game. game. I'm proud of how the public supported me in the game, if I reached 4th place it was always due to the support of my closest friends and part of TENGAGED, I'm immensely happy with all my strength here, I never expected that after 10 years in website, that I would go so far in this game, I got the coupon to enter and this experience became reality. I don't want to participate anymore, this game was never for me.
But I'm here to thank everyone who helped me, both publicly and anonymously, by staying as long as I could. I have no words to express my gratitude for this.
In particular, I need to thank some people, who have always been faithful to me, put up with my anxiety attacks and encouraged me whenever I felt like giving up.