“One thing” months ago? Think we’re past that point, hun. I don’t remember saying anything else after what I sent you today, that was a REAL apology and assured you that I wasn’t the one who posted the blog saying you raped me, I’m big enough to NOT joke about that kind of stuff, you should know considering how long you’ve seriously known me. I’m gonna go ahead, be the bigger person and keep my mouth shut. The fact that you won’t accept my thought-out mature apology isn’t my problem, good day.
I know it’s been a minute. I’ve been busy with real life shit, but I’m back and hoping to throw myself back into the rp community. I seriously miss the ways things used to be back before shit hit the fan. If anybody wants to try talking stuff out, I would really appreciate that ❤️
I didn’t post my previous blog, which has since been deleted. I haven’t been on the site in about a month or so because there’s absolutely no reason to keep myself in such a toxic environment any longer when I can focus my time on more meaningful aspects of life. I would NEVER think of joking about rape or any sensitive topics related to it that could be seen as making light of a delicate situation. To anyone that got upset, I’m sorry and I have taken the proper precautions to ensure it won’t happen again.
Hey, it's been about a week or two since most of you have heard from me, even longer for certain people such as Krystal and Deme. I've said so many negative things throughout this drama and acted like a complete asshole to people who used to have my back. I've written multiple blogs, obviously deleting them so I can try to apologize when I've already dug myself a deep enough hole which will be difficult to even attempt climbing out from. Even one of the people who stuck by my side said all of the fighting brought out an entirely ugly side of me, which I can obviously see when I think back now. I realize it'll be hard to regain trust if any of you ever want to speak with me again, but please know that I am seriously sorry for all the verbal and mental damage I've done. Whether you believe it or not, I love you guys, seriously.
