Hey, it's been about a week or two since most of you have heard from me, even longer for certain people such as Krystal and Deme. I've said so many negative things throughout this drama and acted like a complete asshole to people who used to have my back. I've written multiple blogs, obviously deleting them so I can try to apologize when I've already dug myself a deep enough hole which will be difficult to even attempt climbing out from. Even one of the people who stuck by my side said all of the fighting brought out an entirely ugly side of me, which I can obviously see when I think back now. I realize it'll be hard to regain trust if any of you ever want to speak with me again, but please know that I am seriously sorry for all the verbal and mental damage I've done. Whether you believe it or not, I love you guys, seriously.
