It's always darkest before the dawn
When your world is weary,
When all is dark,
When dreams die and fade away,
And all of life is stark,
Take heart in gentle love,
For she waits in the wings,
And where she walks,
Fairies dance and angels sing,
Though you cannot see her,
She weaves a silken touch,
Leaving footprints in the sand,
Sprinkling spells and such,
Lighting the dampened corridors,
The dark corners of your mind,
Leaving you breathless,
Bewildered by her kind,
Goodness glints in her eyes,
Hope is in her arms,
And all you've ever dreamed of,
Rests sweetly in her charms.
Author Unknown
And so with that I leave this site to the people who make it what it is. There are things here I can't be associated with. Certain gameplay that is both sordid and unclean. If you feel it is not - that is your karma. But I like to lead a cleaner and moralistic life. This stuff is not for me. It makes me feel unclean and unhealthy. I don't like myself when I'm around it.
So I am off to level up my world and hopefully bring someone to me who shares my higher level of awareness and morals. Who does not think that a certain style of gameplay is at all fun OR inviting. Who believes that a relationship supercedes anything else he might do. This is the person I want in my life. Anyone else just makes me feel . . . icky.
I happened to mention this style of gameplay to my best friend and we both said the same thing. "EWWWWWWWW!!!" lol. I guess that says it all for me. Good luck to those of you who think that is the way to win a game. I believe it also reflects the way you think you can win at life. I have always believed and will continue to believe - anything you do here or anywhere in a game, also reflects you as a person. It also brings up the underlying desires you actually own. If you portray yourself as king, then secretly that's what you really want. If you indulge in showmances, that is also your inner desire - to be loved by masses of the opposite sex - to control them and make them do whatever you want.
As I said, this to me is icky. I can't imagine being anywhere near it ever again. I just hope my heart energy agrees with me.
