So, you think you have it going on. You think you've got all the answers. You think you're walking away with the idol in your pocket. Not all is at it seems, my friend. So here at last, is the truth.
You spurned me. You thought everything was what it seemed. No. Not at all. We watched you come closer, fall for everything. But it was all a lie. I knew the truth and I kept it from you because I had to let you be yourself. I had to let you figure out your limits. And you did. Finally. It took forever (in my world), but finally you did.
You see, I have a soul mate. You notice I never called you that. But I do have one. And he is ultimately who I have in MY pocket. That is the "we" I talk about. I feel him like I can't feel anyone else, including you. I watched you do your dance, I gave the appropriate responses. But inside, I always went back to him. He is my mate. The other half of my DNA. I learned that a long time ago and although you thought you had that position, it really belongs to him. He is my God. The one who's name starts with an "A". And he has always wanted to come back. Idk if this time he will, but it has always been the chance I was willing to take. And still am. Forever it would seem.
So you chase your little girls and make them your alliances. In real life, you have nothing. I have everything. Thanks for the lessons. I learned the hard way, again, that "A" always wins. But then, so do I if that's the case.
