I was feeling very depressed for the past 2 months, I've been with a guy who cheated on me, and manipulated + lied on the top of it. Honestly it crushed me like crazy, I am much better now but I still have bad days.
Literally got a mental break down one day, told my mom and I feel a bit better now I guess. She accepted me super well, didn't even care (thankfully). Ik she would accept me tho, she is obsessed with Freddie Mercury and roots for the gay guy on ever TV show lmao
But yeah, been very hard 2 months but at least it forced me to make a step forward :)
I have no gay friends irl, just straight so I come here for advice lmao.
So me and this guy in the gym have been looking at each other for a while now. Like we lock with our eyes, I notice him looking over, and I look at him obviously. We locked with eyes so many times now that its getting awkward lmao..
I am pretty masculine, he is masculine, so no one makes a move because we are “not sure about each other” probably (at least my PoV) even tho eyes are very telling.
Idk what to do tho, its in the gym, should I just walk up and ask him straight away or what should I say, like idk how to start a convo?? Maybe I will totally emarrass myself but I will at least know and not think about it anymore hah…
