Found out a week ago. And damn I have so much respect for other people who went through this. It's literally a rollercoaster of emotions, still going through it obviously, but its so hard.
Its literally a feeling of insane sadness to anger to still having love for them, to anger and wanting revenge.. It's a never ending cycle.
Doing so much better after the first week (I found out he cheated on me like a month after he dumped me), but it's still hard as hell. Just trying to find that inncer peace again and I hope I find it as soon as possible.
Like in public? Its so annoying lmao! There is that guy at the gym and we lovked eyes at least 10 times today haha. But I am still not sure, maybe its an accident I don’t know! Do you just walk up to them and ask idk hahah
like im a burden to my boyfriend, he doesn't find time for me anymore, conversation is very dry when we text (its kinda long distance so we don't see each other much). I sometimes feel like I am not "enough" and the convo is just not what it used to be 3 months ago. We used to talk for like 6 hours straight.
Sooo my bf and I live 1 hour away (not that far actually). First month he tried to find time to see me as much as possible (me as well of course) but now (month 3) he seems to be totally fine seeing me once a month (which to me is kinda weird, I personally wanna see a person i love more than once a month….). I mentioned it to him of course. We can mostly see each other during weekends (uni on weekdays) but he has plans with friends this weekend and next weekend, so we are basically not gonna see each other for a month. Idk to me a relationship like this is just weird, or is it normal for us to see only once a month? Idk lmao. He also said he doesn’t want the relationship to become an obligation, but likeee seeing someone once a week or maybe once per two weeks shouldn’t feel like an obligation, you should want to see someone you love. Idk Im confused
Any advice on coming out? Me and my boyfriend have been together for a month now, we also said to each other many times that we see “the future” for us (even tho it is super early I know). We both wanna come out to our parents but we are also super nervous. Should we straight up tell them or maybe just hang out at at each others houses and maybe let our parents catch up to it by themselves? Idk Its pretty hard haha
