I’m really glad it was a lot closer than I thought it was going to be. It means a lot to have continuous support on here and I serious am thankful
However I think I’ve kind of accepted that I probably won’t win a stars and that’s okay :)
I really just wanted to play to get stuff off my mind from my personal life that has been bothering me and just overall tanking my mental health
In a way, yes this game occupied my mind but also it was disappointing to find out some unfortunate things while playing especially when my anxiety relates to constantly feeling like whether people like me or not
I know it sounds dumb, but I’m just so mentally drained lately, partly relating to my actual life and being on here doesn’t feel like an escape like it used to
So for now, I think I’m just going to sign off. I hope I can find other things to fall in love with and also focus more on self love
It’s hard for me to be more vulnerable at times because my social anxiety is ROUGH but I seriously do love all the people that have shown they care about me on here and hope we can still talk on discord ❤️❤️❤️
