Some of you may have noticed I took a bit of an absence for the last almost 30-ish days. To make a very long story short i've been battling some very intensive depressive episodes, and I didn't want that to have a negative impact on anyone else here so I took some time away from just about everything. Few things have happened in the last month(ish) for me, including:
- My long time pet cat Abby was recently put down. She was getting very old and was in a lot of pain, so we went through and did the responsible thing. Pic on this blog is one of the last photos I was able to take of her.
- My mom has been in and out of the hospital combating multiple different surgeries. So i've been taking care of things while she's been recovering. We're fortunate that nothing appears to be too serious as of right now (i.e. cancerous) but it's taken a toll on everyone.
And on a lighter note...
- I've currently in what has to be my first long-term relationship since forever. We've been friends since college and she's been one of the only things that's really kept me going despite all these recent obstacles.
Needless to say, i've had a lot on my mind and still do quite frankly. I apologize that I was unavailable for this long, but i'm back and working on a path to recovery. Thank you all for understanding.
Thanks for holding the fort while I was gone brandonpinzu and koolness234. And thanks to those who reached out to me during my time away to check and make sure I was doing OK (even though it was literally just 1 person lol).
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sending you all the good energy , our heads can be our worst enemy sometimes. i hope it eases up for you soon <3
1) I didn't notice
2) Condolences regarding Abby. She was beautiful and it's so difficult to lose a companion.
3) It's so stressful having family members who are ill. Best wishes with your mom's recovery.
4) Be happy 馃ス
I鈥檓 sorry about Abby!
Hope you and your mom both feel better soon!
Congrats on your relationship and coming out as a straight man. That鈥檚 huge on this site!
I鈥檓 sorry that your position on this site requires you to explain your life and what鈥檚 happening to random people on the internet.
Wishing the best for everything though
IM happy to hear you are doing better than you were, before you went off
I was wondering how you were doing tbqh CheapCheep because I glanced at your profile, several times (first was curious if you were active, but then checked a couple random times, to see if you ever logged on)
Hopefully things continue to remain, in this positive way as your mom seems to be slowly recovering, you have found--hopefully the one to complete you and having a better mindset than before.
If ever you want to talk about real things that isn't just on this site, my discord and cell are always accessible.
P.S: Saying the last part because 1- we never really talked much personally, for where I wouldnt directly reach out but 2- I am pretty good cheap therapist, so if you need those good listening skills and some friendly advise < 3
As someone who's been through the same fucking mental disease (forgive me if the translation isn't as accurate idk if this sounds too aggressive but that's how we say it over here), please seek help! If you aren't doing therapy yet, you need to. I've seen you from afar for a while and I think it's my moral obligation to politely advise you to go to therapy. It has changed my entire life once I started it. Please give it a chance, if you haven't already.
Sorry for your angel's loss, he's very proud of you I'm sure! Happy to hear abt your rs and I'm certain your mom will soon be fully recovered, sending my best prayers to her.