Jordan (jman96) Confessional EP:7
So, i start to perform the challenge when it starts, and i manage to get 26. I could have gotten more, i could have the whole 48 hours, but i got distracted rewatching Cobra Kai. Damn. Good thing that i still did enough to win that challenge and be safe from a potentially crazy vote. It's the merge tribal, anything can happen.
Also, i would like to point that this is my first merge challenge win in 7 seasons of this series. I've won some individual challenges before premerge, but never post merge until now. and im very happy about this. Of course, it means that i got a clue and i knew that i had to share with my alliance otherwise, they would have reasons to not trust me and potentially get me out very early.
And then, there was silence for most of the day. i didnt see any names get mentioned till a couple minutes ago. i couldnt do much, because ive been busy with the first day back to college. im working to be a graphic designer. :)
Right now, it looks like the alliance and dar are going for the safest vote which is Happy. Which is fine with me, ive never spoken to Happy in this game....or ever, so i dont see how we could have worked well at the merge at this point.
During the challenge, ive tried spending time talking to OG Naceva members, and try to be on their good side. Ive had long conversations with Keith and Sag and we get along well. I remember how despite being in a alliance at the merge in norway, me and Sag didnt really have any personal conversations, only gametalk, and it cost me a jury vote from him. and i want to change that this time around and hope for better results if i make it to the end. Ive also talked a bit to Deena, and i would have loved to have a great conversation with her, but when i messaged, she went through something tough in real life that day which out of respect, i wont talk about, and i knew that it wasnt the right time for personal or gametalk. So i gave her some space there. But maybe there will be some time today for talking.
So for the merge, im hoping for the best, but im always expecting the worst.