James (J2999) Confessional EP:12
Ok so yesterday JJ left in a 6-4-1 vote. Ultimately that was annoying, because the one thing I wanted was for it NOT to be at the point where Jimmy and I were the only 2 who voted with the minority, and numerous of the Plan-Z chat had stated they were going to do JJ, but then didn't. So yeah the thing I wanted LEAST to happen, happened. Kellen then won immunity in Jump the Gun, woulda loved to win as I love that comp, but equally it would just further extend my target, and I mean I haven't heard my name YET today so that's something good I guess.
Per usual, for the better part of the vote-period, NOTHING gets mentioned. Everyone at this point just kind of expects everything to come down to like the last hour or so, so it takes off the pressure of needing to get something decided early. Although, when I DID talk to people, Tyler's name was the most common. And for me it would be fine for Tyler to leave, because at this point I'm realising the limited options I can go to the end with. I'm HOPING this is a final 2, but like I kinda can only go with Hufus, Jimmy and Travis. Everyone else is either apart of the minority who has like an entire alliance on jury, or a winner which also seems too dangerous to go to the end with. Kellen is quite the double-whammy, satisfying BOTH of them criteria so I am definitely most weary of him right now.
For the most part when I talked to people, voting for Tyler seemed a general consensus, no one said they didn't want to. Although, after the conclusion of last tribal, Chandler told me he was annoyed and distrusted Jimmy because Jimmy tried claiming he didn't vote JJ? Not entirely sure WHY he did that, because in Rome him claiming he didn't vote the way he did really annoyed certain jurors and realistically WAS a contribution to why he lost the game. Recently, Eric has told me that people like Chandler/Hufus/Jan want to vote for Jimmy. The thing is, when I talk to them, they're still telling me that it's Tyler, and I don't see why they would lie to me right now, when I've been upfront with them so far? But yeah you never know. The one positive is at least it isn't me. If it WERE Jimmy, I'd be 50/50 on idoling him. Because he is basically my closest ally, but I wouldn't want to idol him and then him not even have majority of the votes, because we're in a tough spot and wasting an idol really is one of the worst things that could happen for us at this stage in the game.
I've just approached Jan because I don't THINK he'd lie to me. My biggest concern right now is that like either way I'm going to annoy SOMEONE in SOMEWAY today. Because I need Tyler gone personally, so will be voting him, but I'm aware that as Jimmy believes he is getting targeted, he wants to vote for Chandler. It partially will depend who the trio of Eric/Kellen/Tyler suggest to vote, because if they wanted to vote with Jimmy and I, then yeah it becomes messy. I ASSUME someone from the Plan-Z chat has the vote-steal because the minority would have likely played it and I know Jimmy doesn't have it.
I'm now about to be in a REALLY tough spot I think. Because like I think that this is how the votes will go tonight:
Chandler/Hufus/Jan/Travis vote for JIMMY.
Eric/Jimmy/Kellen/Tyler vote for CHANDLER.
Neither of them leaving is good for me. I mean I THINK that a vote steal may be played regardless, so I COULD just throw my vote on Tyler as I wanted to.
Ok I talked to Jan and then Jimmy and Jan was clueless about it, and Jimmy said that apparently Jan is getting LEFT OUT? So it's supposed to be Chandler/Hufus/Kellen/Travis voting Jimmy, they want Eric in on the plan but Eric told Jimmy. I'm in such a tough spot, because I'd rather Chandler go than Jimmy, but Chandler leaving just gives power to the side I'm literally needing to fracture. Jan was allegedly left out as he is "tight with Jimmy".
Ok no I literally hate it here. So Jimmy should be receiving majority, then some are voting Chandler, but Chandler knows Jimmy is targeting him and vice-versa, so in case Chandler has an idol or something, I'm going to vote Travis. At this point my win odds are forever shrinking so like I truly don't entirely know what to do, and the fact I can't make a decision doesn't reflect me positively at all. I told Jan I'm going to do Travis, I told Jimmy that too. I've no idea who I'm supposed to go to the end with bar Jimmy at this point, hot damn give me a final 2 PLEASE bigben LMFAO.
I vote for TRAVIS tonight. I'm going to idol Jimmy, but that will be a live idol play, and they're always fun. People will be mad at me and I truly have no idea what is going to happen tonight. Hopefully not me, but we will see. Literally GL noms, I don't even hate it here. I DESPISE it here. This is too much stress and I'm like ALWAYS tired at this time recently so that doesn't do any benefits at all LMAO. But that's the game of Survivor I guess. Apparently everyone knows I have an idol too which is kinda funny. I guess I can give the rehidden merge one a brief search, though if anyone asks I might just pretend it was a pre-merge one, especially if I won individual immunity or something. But hey, need to survive tonight first!