Ashanti (KingGeek) Confessional EP:8
well i thankfully at my words last tribal so good on tyler's intuition. for a minute me and kevin were SO annoyed but we really got shut the fuck up and i kinda love it. after sam went home, courtesy of my suggestion, i looked at a lot of people funny but not surprisingly. i just gave washed and juan a very :/ look and joked about it somewhat with arek/kellen. i'm not MAD in anyway, why could i be? the vote went the way it should've, so if anything they're looking like buffoons for not being with the heroes. i will say though, washed and i did have a sort of passive-aggressive exchange where he told me i wasn't really to be trusted and i basically thwarted it back at him. we sorted our differences out eventually but i was pretty much sure it was over for our game relationship.
so it looked it was triple threat + kevin on my side, with kai sort of in the middle. after the vote he basically came to us very apologetically about feeling duped and tricked by the like side of sam/arek/zach/kellen/juan or whatever. i didn't really care, but he decided to make himself useful in some way by considering himself a "double agent" and work to our benefit. part of me was always wary about this considering the fact that kai is a loose cannon and keep his damn mouth shut. we let him rock out and do what he want, he just better come back with some useful information!
today was a pretty slow day for me strategically up until the past two hours, where i've kinda kicked it into high gear and reformed my strategy by like a LOT. initially it was gonna be a tug of war to get kai on our side, where he was pressing on us to vote juan to appease him and the other side was apparently doing tyler. but like.. triple threat + kevin (now the beautiful pretty people) kinda came to the realization that WHY are we choosing to appease to kai, who's kind of a bumbling idiot. none of us like that HE managed to put himself in this swing position so we speculated the possibility of grabbing juan and voting for kai. juan initially was like "i'm voting for the people who've been loyal to me" which.. okay? none of us have really been UNLOYAL to you so i don't really get the logic in that. love him tho. somehow within the hour after, the tide for the beautiful pretty people changed to using scare tactics AGAIN to get kai to vote a certain way which.. worked out for us last time (it did not). i wasn't able to really offer any input at the time, but their idea was to frame the other side fro again using kai's name and being sketched out by him.
but anyways that isn't really the FOCUS for now, the focus is on the fact that i managed to have a really groundbreaking conversation with washed. we basically laid out our games to each other, i was probably offering more information than me, but the gist was that there IS a chance that we could work together and vote with each other and dominate. another common denominator is that we both emphasized how big a threat nathan really is and the kind of grip he holds on this game at the moment. despite being in the minority, he's an all-around player and has been capable of finding himself included in alliances that consist of people opposite us in the game like arek/kellen. zach/i kinda wanna take him out sooner rather than later and i'm absolutely for this, even though this completely goes against the final two we made either last round or the round before that (i probably wasn't his first option considering david is gone and they were real close).
anyways, while they try to frame the other side and pull of a vote on juan, i've been putting in work to push this vote against kai. of course juan would vote him, zach wants him out, kellen wants him out (i told him about nathan leaking the F3), and arek is concerning with kai's unpredictability that he'd vote him out too. i kinda pushed this agenda to kevin too and even sold out triple threat to insure that i had him on my side and my side alone. he's a bit wary of kellen/arek but he wants to vote where i vote since we have that same city bond, which i'll most certainly be capitalizing on! if i have to doordash this man for his vote i absolutely will. what scares me is that kai doesn't go and i look like a total asshat, but i'm hoping for the best. i HAVE to. i literally cannot go back after all the tireless gaming i've been doing to get kai out. if my protests go unheard with the beautiful pretty people, i'll have to be the beautiful pretty PERSON and do so by myself. so here goes nothing, pray for me cause i truly do not know what to expect
also i cannot write a linear confessional to save my life