John’s Confessional #3-
I was unable to make yesterday's challenge due to engagement with work, however, it proved to be a non-factor, as my tribe won again. Which is great, got me another idol clue. A bit more specific this time, but I'm still not really all that close to finding it. I check over the challenge (as I do everything in this game) to see that Calvin almost single handedly dismantled Pagong. He's starting to develop into a real threat, and even Pagong is starting to notice. This is perfect for me, I think I'm starting to finally develop a clear game plan for the rest of this game. Tagi I think is clearly the superior challenge tribe, which means barring a swap, we will have the majority at the merge. I continue to ride Calvin's co-tail, letting him develop into the alpha target of the game until I feel like with my connections on both sides, I'm ready to take control of the game myself, then I dump him and ride to victory. Obviously, easier said than done, that means I gotta stay constantly on top of my social game. Also, any twists in the game could obviously change things, but I'll cross that bridge when and if I come to it. As I got on Skype this morning and Brittany started a conversation with me. It didn't really go anywhere, but it's just a matter of planting and tending to a seed, which could hopefully develop into a number in my back pocket. I feel like I comfortably have Jacob on Pagong, as well as the alliance with Calvin and Kaya. Also, when it is time to flip on Calvin, I think I can get Kaya to be on my side. If Brittany comes around too, there's three people potentially whom I'm their #1 ally, four if you count Calvin, which I don't. I feel kinda bad talking about Calvin as if he's the devil. He's the nicest guy in the world, and he seems like a trustworthy ally, atleast at this point. There isn't anything really bad I can say about him, I have nothing but respect for him. That's why I'm already planning his downfall, because he is obviously a great guy and a great player. He's going to win this game unless somebody stops him, I just want to be the one to stop him. I kept my eyes on the Pagong tribal council, and my connection to Jacob survived, which is a relief. I then checked in with Jacob, because I want to know what's going on in that tribe, and he said the vote came down to Rob and Kevin because they have beef, and ultimately decided to boot Kevin. I did a bit of the challenge for this round, but considering the nature of the challenge, where one person has to win it for their tribe, I want my tribe to win it, but I don't want to be the one to win it. I don't want that attention. Call me a vampire, the light will be the death of me. So, I tried and I got a decent score, to show my tribe that I'm contributing. But, I know if I tried I could have done better, so I'm holding back a bit. The fact that I'm going on a business trip early tomorrow morning and won't be fully available until Tuesday evening played a part in that decision too. Speaking of the business trip, I won't be able to do anything more than check Skype till Tuesday evening. I hope that my tribe wins this challenge, because my participation in strategic talks will be limited over the next few days. Also, hopefully, the next challenge isn't till Tuesday.