Peyton/MyMilkShakes (Wicca)
Okay well I love being on a tribe with 3 of the people who got the bottom 4 scores in the challenge today while I got 3rd!!!! The fact that Lorenzo was literally MUTE and didn't submit a score is... not appreciated in my book. Like I'm happy Jake tried and I know Rubes was having technical difficulties and I was helping him get everything sorted literally last minute but still... I don't like being on a losing tribe and that's what's happening now. Like I know I'm in a decent position on this tribe and I'm not too worried that I'll be going home but STILL it's tiring having to go to tribal, ESPECIALLY since I just got on the FINAL SEASON of Veep and want to watch a long movie tonight.
Luckily, I think we're all locked in for Lorenzo though. It sucks because I would've loved to go to merge with him since I don't think he's going to vote me out and he's a good ally and I've been talking to him a lot. However, I really can't justify not voting for someone who literally didn't compete and didn't talk to the tribe at all for the competition. Plus, all we really talk about is Eurovision which I absolutely love, but also the conversations go on for AT LEAST an hour and it's so much for me. Especially since I can't focus on my show and be fully immersed in a conversation at the same time. I know this is an extremely first world problem, but it's just too much for my brain to deal with and I just want to relax.
Anyways, I've been contemplating making a crackhead move which is quite common for me. Considering I rehid a fake immunity idol, I know exactly where this fake one is located. I'm assuming there's only one idol per camp, so I don't really have much to be on the lookout for. So I was contemplating finding my own fake idol, and then maybe down the road it will come in handy and I can gift it to somebody to gain their trust. The real gag is that it would be a fake idol, but they don't have to know that!! I'm only hesitant because say the person tries playing the fake idol and then it's revealed that it's fake and then I make it to the end of the game, are they going to be bitter because I gave them a fake idol to play?? Possibly. But I feel like this game is moving very slow and predictable at the moment and shaking up the game is always a blast. But we'll see. I'll have to sleep on it. I would love to find a tarot card too which I could try doing, but we'll see.
Anyways, I'm also hoping for a merge or swap tomorrow. I'm sick of being confined to a losing tribe and not being well connected. Considering there are only really three people I can converse with, it's quite lonely on my side of the phone. Either way, I am officially in an alliance chat :') with Rubes and Jake!! Which obviously won't hold up well if there's no swap and we're sent to tribal again, but we'll have to wait to see what happens!!
Finally, I watched the French film Belle de Jour last night. It was quite iconic because I love Catherine Deneuve and anything revolving France and the 60s. 4/5 stars. Not sure if I'm going to watch American Honey or The Last Picture Show tonight... or maybe I'll do Contempt. I signed up for a two week free trial for the Criterion Collection so the possibilities are endless!!