Kolby:
My intial target was Kevin, because overall I think he is my biggest competition, but I get stuck up in the "HE'S A THREAT" mentality over who I can trust... I began to work Ryan about voting Kevin, which he agreed with, but I don't think its the trust..
I also talked to Justin, which him and I are pretty close and he asked me who we were voting, I said the names, Red and Ryan, because I didn't think he would want to take out Red now, and I wanted to make it look like Red and I weren't THAT close. I also spoke to Kevin and he and I want to vote Ryan.
Now Ryan asked me is it, is it me, Red and him vs Justin and Kevin. Trying to see if he was the swing vote... Which I replied I think we have Justin. Now later on Justin comes to me saying "Why are you throwing me under the bus? Saying I made up the Kevin thing?" Which I know exactly who is saying that, Ryan. And its actually complete bullshit, props on him for playing the game.
But right now, I think I am in more danger than Red, so I am using my Idol on myself. But is Red worth it? If he returns at the final 4 than yes he is, but if it is me just voting for him than no. Because come final 4, I would think they would think of targeting me, but I want to try and get with 2 of them and say "lets vote Red" than have Red vote with me on one of them and cause a tie, then I am 100% safe in that situation. It would be fire making challenge Red vs other person and I am safe. But that only works if Red is back!