Hello jurors! So proud to be sitting in the final three of this landmark Heroes vs. Villains season.
During the pregame of this season, I could tell I had an amazing position on my tribe. I had Patrick who I had played my original season with, I had LQ, who I am very close to, and Ben who had just run deep in JRBB with me. Those were three connections that right at the start I wanted to flourish. I spoke a lot with Cole and Jack, and we made a group of four that included LQ. This four was VERY important to the villain's story early on, as we were able to protect LQ while she was on another tribe (which I'll get to a bit more later).
I started off on an AMAZING foot in this game, being a part of the Warawara tribe. We won every challenge during the four tribe portion. While there, I made connections with deeper connections with Cole, Nathan, and Jack. I knew that I was fine if we were to ever go to a tribal pre-merge, because I had painted Red as someone who was untrustworthy.
During the Patrick boot at the third tribal, it was clear we were going to be seeing LQ go. She had let Cole, Jack, and myself know she was clearly on the bottom, and as I'm close with her out of the game, I knew we had to go into overdrive. The three of us were planting seeds to Nathan who had the Twisted Necklace, that it could be used on LQ. In return - she would vote out his nemesis in Ben. The true villain she is, she lied and cut Patrick there instead.
That was the only tribal the villains faced during the four-tribe portion. We were pretty dominant, but that's not to say there weren't fractures in our 9. Seth and Scott had bad blood with LQ, Ben and Nathan had a rivalry, and I had faked up this thing with Red. We were a disjointed tribe that got lucky with our competition prowess. When the Fast Forward hit, and we had a double tribal, it was a simple plan to vote Red out. I was able to talk to Jack and warn him that if an idol got played on Red, I would go - and we planted two votes on Scott to counteract Red and Seth's votes on me. The vote was 5-2-2 and Red went out, with a split vote executed perfectly.
Putting these votes on Scott was also extremely strategic - I knew he would think LQ had done it, therefore widening the gap between them, and keeping rivalries going, amd making sure they didn't include me.
We hit the merge and I was in an amazing position. I had my final four alliance with Cole, Jack, and LQ, I had my close connection to Ben, and I felt like I had both from the past, as well as in this game, a good connection with Nathan. I also had a connection to Brady from the Heroes. Brady and I have known each other since sixth grade. We went to school together. I knew that, while I wouldn't be able to control him - he would always keep my name out of people's mouths, and would let me know if I was in danger. He was a hero, and I a villain - and I used that to my advantage going forward.
When LQ went home - it was the kick in the ass I needed. The game was REALLY beginning, and I needed to stop thinking I had everything in my hand. I was in the bottom with Cole, Jack, and Ben. We needed to do SOMETHING about it.
At the auction, I made it clear that I was NOT with Seth. I blocked him from being able to vote for me. I made sure he wouldn't play in the next immunity challenge. I then got a letter from home (hugs Matt Barnish) and finally - I got the Aruban Vacation. While I knew i wasn't in IMMEDIATE danger, and could have saved this for a future tribal, I put a move on my resume. I told Ben that he needed to use his advantage (which he had told me about the round prior) and that I would save both Cole and Jack. This further insulated myself with Jack and Cole, and I proved my trust in them. With Ben still at tribal and immune, he took revenge on Nathan and sided with the heroes to get him out.
Final ten tribal was crazy. I wanted to take my shot at Seth since I hadn't the round prior. Seth also made it clear he would be after me. I was able to pull in Brady to vote with Cole, Jack, myself, and Ben. Or so I thought. Ben hadn't voted with us here, and had instead threw a vote on Brady. I can't quite remember why, BUT it almost ruined a lot for us. The vote tied 4-4-2-0(1) (Cole had played an idol on himself.) There were eight votes in the revote. Rubes had come online and Brady told me that Rubes would be upset if Seth went - and I realized. Brady was closer in this game to Rubes then he was to me. While I spoke to him and got this information, Cole had spoken to Vanessa and convinced her to flip and vote with us, and it ended up putting us to ROCKS. I think all of us were shocked. Cole and I hadn't communicated so I didn't know Vanessa was flipping, and he didnt know Brady was flipping BACK. But it worked out for us. The rocks sent Scott home, who was super close with Seth in the game. It got out one of his numbers.
With Vanessa flipping to work with us, it gave us a solid five, and we were in the final nine. That was majority - and to ensure we could keep Vanessa with us, I figured we could see what she wanted. When we talked, she mentioned Rubes, and after my conversation with Brady during the revote - I knew I needed to do it. Rubes was someone who hadn't upset anybody, and someone who had wont the game before. A serious threat to win if they made it farther. Plus - they came for me back in season three and I kind of wanted revenge ;P. Ultimately though? I needed her gone to get more transparency from Brady when it came to votes. Our five stuck, and voted Rubes. They went, simple. (Love you Rubes, but you know it had to be done - your social game is actually IMPECCABLE.)
Final eight - touchy subjects. This challenge really got Jackson paranoid. He saw people had answered him as "getting second place" and "not deserving to be there". I felt bad. He wanted a move of his own, because he felt he would lose against Cole or I. That move was taking out Ben. He was definitely on my radar as needing to go before we made FTC, as he has won before and played a physically and socially dominant game - BUT we couldn't fuck up our numbers. We had just gotten our four to eight. We stick together, we make it to four. Cole and I were extremely nervous about the idol, and so I had told Sameed all day that the vote was Seth, who we were voting, and had planned to last minute start telling him I was hearing his name. I knew that Sameed, Seth, and Vanessa were voting for me. I also knew that Brady WOULDN'T vote me, and that they would NEVER expect us to vote out Brady, as our connection was known by most. It was the move that needed to be done. Jack, Cole and Ben agree. We get to tribal, and Seth plays an idol... on SAMEED. That was a success. Nobody had voted for Sameed. We got our vote through! Right? Nope. Jack threw a vote onto Ben, knowing that Brady was, and I think hoping someone else would too? Regardless, the vote tied 3-3-2 between myself and Brady. Vanessa and Jack had spoken and decided to keep me, so it was fine. I was safe, Brady was going. But Jack voted me. He knew I wouldn't go, but he wanted chaos. His way to the end from now on was gonna be playing like a real villain. Unluckily for him - the rocks weren't on his side. AAAAAND - he went home.
Here is where I had to play differently. Instead of now playing offense, I started with defense. I made sure the vote wasn't me, while still trying to convince Vanessa and Brady to vote the other way. Cole went here in a 4-3 vote, because Brady was kind of sick of him, and I think Sameed had convinced her he was going to flip on her. While I voted for Brady again, I told him before the vote that I voted Cole. I'm not sure if he believed me, but I needed to try and make sure that I wasn't fucked moving forward. He stated over and over he wouldn't vote for me and if I broke that twice and he knew, he might vote for me.
At 6, Sameed won immunity. Ben was the obvious target. I knew he would go here, but I had to plant seeds to Brady and Vanessa that I wanted Seth out. In this time Vanessa came to me asking if I wanted to go to final three with her and Sameed. I agreed - (while still voting out Seth) and Ben went home.
We hit final five. If this final three was real? I was in a great spot. If not, I was screwed. But I had been able to convince Sameed and Vanessa that Seth was the biggest threat to win the game using quotes from people previously voted out who were on the jury. with Sameed winning another immunity, Brady told me that he was voting Vanessa, and that they had told him they were voting for me. I took the risk and voted for Seth, and sent him home in a 3-1-1 vote.
I won the final four immunity. I wanted Sameed to go here. I told Brady to vote for Sameed, or else he would go home. He decided to vote for Vanessa, and he went home 2-1-1. After I had fucked him over so hard, he had still shown me loyalty and I couldn't be that final knife in his back AGAIN.
So - that's my game! I think I deserve to win because I was in a lot of the strategic conversations, and making a lot of the decisions throughout. I also made a huge move at the final 11 of making sure my entire final four was safe, and seeing the seven turn on each other was delightful. Those votes really showed who was with who, and it was kind of a wake up call to Brady that the OTHER villains didn't have his back. But that I did.
I made sure that votes weren't on me, and if they were? I was aware of it and easily knew how to circumvent going home. I also won immunity when it was necessary. The round Scott went home, my name was out there, so I went and won the next immunity. At final four, I knew there was a strong chance if I didn't win that immunity I would be going to fire. I didn't want that and busted my ASS to win that immunity, beating Sameed by seconds.
I came into this game as a villain, and I played it like a villain. BUT - I also gave undying loyalty to people, and I never broke it. I think I played a game deserving of a win. Please award me with it. If you have any questions - I would love to hear them, thank you for this season, it was a wild ride!