*looks through my phone and deletes Leo's number*
^how could I have hid behind someone's shadow for so long? Sure I mean I hate he has cancer but he's using at some kind of sympathy platform and I hate it^
*arrives at my apartment and closes the door behind me*
*looks for all the photos of me and Leo*

-eyes flutter tiredly-

Txts Leo* I think one who tried to kill herself is here. And yea I'm pissed because I'm suppose to be here for you and all you say is I want you to leave me alone not really best friends more like im just a buddy to cuddle. I'm even questioning why I'm talking to you because I care so much for you and the cancer kicking your ass is the reason why I'm in my moms medicine cabinet stealing her pills because eventually your going to die and I'm just going to break because I know your not ok I know your lying about the cancer not being so bad Leo.

*turns on my fireplace*
*starts putting old High School pictures in the fire*
*thinks about Chris*
^now I can actually think about someone else for a change^
*looks through me and Leo's graduation pics*
*bites lip and tears up shaking my head*
*puts it in the fire*

*Cries and calls her after reading what she wrote*

*See him calling and Anwsers my phone* hello...

*Sniffles and speaks shakily*
Im sorry.

*takes a deep breath and turns on the tv*

It's ok stop crying I just tore into your ass pretty bad I should be saying sorry

*grabs a blanket and puts it on Family Guy*
*curls up on the couch*

*Chuckles a little*
Yeah you kind of suck. But I love you Julie ok? You're the best friend I've ever had, and I'm not leaving you.

(Family Guy is bae)

I would ask you to promise but I don't want you to write check that you can't cash but dude you are a man whore thank the lord we did work out like that back in them middle school days

(Lol I just read this page wtf is happening)

*Didnt