Aja-Kennedy grew up in the circus as a clown. She always found it hard to be funny and be entertaining. Kennedy always knew closing around was not for her. Her parents own the circus and she was forced to be in it but Kennedy wanted more. Kennedy was depressed that she could go farther in life. She was not following her dream. Soon after that depression turned into a long state of craziness and Kennedy was the psycho clown.
Bryce-but it wasn’t all bad at the circus at first. Oh sure we had good days where we just laughed at each other’s bad jokes around the table😂but the bad days were bad and on a particularly bad day, I watched my male cousin get heavily drunk before sexually assaulting me in our bathroom🥺
I sometimes wonder if he made me gay that night or if I was just always gay and he brought it out? If it’s the latter I guess I owe him a thanks right?🤔anyway things at the circus went bad, I was told how worthless I am by my mom, how i should start acting more like a man by my dad,i had nobody to talk to and I realized that it started to get really bad when I started to ignore myself😔
I knew there must be more to life then this,I use to pray that I’d meet someone just as confused about their sexuality as me , that they would come, put my hand in theirs and save me from all the bad in my life but im 25yo and I realize that nobody is coming to save me☹️
And that’s when I......
(in my picture) I’m running away from my past but I’m always looking back not being able to put it where it is, not being able to let go of all the bad things, time might’ve moved on but I havnt😓)
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