Absol:
hello, i'm back again. i'm gonna try and write a quick confessional about what i think is going on this week on survivor island.
so, after the boring-ass livingston boot where me/raul/rabbaj/kyle all voted together to take him out (not to mention after throwing for literally no reason. actually, it wasn't REALLY for no reason, as me and livingston had basically no connection. additionally julian was on our tribe so it gave me a good reason to talk to him), we win the next challenge and batya goes 4-1. excuse me... that was my best friend, and more importantly, free second vote for this entire game? the fuck?
i wasn't really sure what to think of it, because batya told me he thought it was either him or brandon, and i think making it clear i trusted batya a lot gave more away than i wanted it to. oh well, makes me look less threatening, so it works out in the end. i don't respect what brandon did, because realistically taking out JB or Jesse would've been better for the four of myself/raul/rabbaj/him, but he's not playing for us four. good to know.
that being said, from talking to julian, i've gained that nobody is really playing for any alliances they're admitting to- rabbaj seems to be a lot closer with kyle than i expected, and maybe i should've picked up on it sooner. they're doing everything they can to distance themselves from each other but they're definitely sharing info, too. the other close bond i've been noticing is jared/brandon - as soon as brandon suggests a vote i hear the same thing from jared 10 minutes later. they're doing the same thing- working together, but trying to look unsuspicious.
my goal for this tribal is to take out one of jared or kyle, and me/raul/jb/julian are the new core. for some reason it's easier to trust jb/julian than anyone else in this game, which i didn't think was gonna happen. regardless, i want someone who's merely a pawn in someone else's game to go for this tribal, and then ideally take a shot at someone who's a little more threatening next week. i'll send my vote in a bit when i've decided what i want.