Jeremy, if I misinterpreted what you were saying regarding my jury vote, then I might actually be willing to vote for you -- but some things would need to be cleared up first.
First of all, when some of the RUs were going home, on their way out they'd talk about how you were the most powerful player, how you were guaranteed to make finals, etc. -- yet in reality, if the Pagonging had been completed, you were slated to get 6th place.
If you want a chance at my vote, I would like you to say what you know is true: that you were not the perpetual "top dog" some people saw you as -- that you weren't "running the show", for lack of a better term -- and that you were actually probably on the bottom of the alliance. The main thing that would bug me about you winning is that I think it would retroactively make the incorrect image of "Jeremy Is Running Everything On The Winners Tribe" look correct, so I would like you to just admit that, no, you were not always on the top of the tribe the way people thought you were and, if anything, you were probably #6. Not that that's necessarily a knock on your game, because you still got here; I just don't want people to think it was a case of Jeremy always running the show when that wasn't really the way it was.
A second thing is you keep talking about how what I did was "unethical" -- but the problem is, during that conversation itself, you didn't say or act upon that. In fact, multiple times, you said you weren't going to respond to me anymore... but then continued messaging me. If there is something FUNDAMENTALLY, MORALLY wrong about someone who is out of the game trying to influence it... then why didn't you just directly tell me "Fuck off, I am done talking to you"? You kept the conversation going repeatedly, and /I/ was the one who ended it. You did not stop talking to me until /I/ stopped messaging you -- so how can you be this paragon of morality, ethics, and game validity when you were engaging me in conversation up until I decided to end it? If it were really a matter of "ethics" -- if there is supposed to be this impenetrable wall between jurors and the game -- then you wouldn't have listened or responded to ANYTHING I had to say, yet you did. I am seeing a disconnect here between your words and your actions, and it makes me believe that it was a matter not of ethics but of strategy -- that if I had had, say, seven of nine jury votes on my side, you'd have done whatever I said, but because I couldn't in any world even say I had more than three, you felt safe in not doing what I wanted you to do, and are now trying to make it look like an issue of "ethics" to make yourself look good and to make me look bad. That is my impression. So I guess my questions here are... is that impression wrong, and if it is wrong and it really /is/ just an issue of "ethics", then how was it not hypocritical to engage me in conversation? And how can you paint yourself as somebody wholly concerned about the validity of the game when you weren't even the one who ended our conversation and when you never told me to back off out of principle?
I don't have a big problem with you winning so much as I have a problem with you winning /under false pretenses/, so that is why I would like you to acknowledge that you were not always #1, and that is why I would like you to admit that you were continually engaging me in conversation about the game until /I/ stopped the conversation and explain how that can possibly jive with your image of yourself as someone concerned about the "ethics" of the game.