Hello, hello, hello! I know most of you are coming here with the idea that I'm gonna a 0-vote finalist once again, so let me just tell you guys why I think I deserve your vote.
Firstly, I started this game with very obvious pre-game connections that I knew were gonna be hard for me to work around moving forward. I was very close with Marissa and Evan before this game started, specifically. Looking at the game from a different angle, I knew I had to break away from those two; in an obvious way, so people would trust me and let me inside of their group. That's when I aligned with JaVale and Nick, who I did have the intention of making it far into the game with. My game more-so came together during the Swap, where I picked JaVale, who picked Nick and Julian to be on a tribe with me and Chloe. I felt a bit uneasy because I never worked with them before, and I knew I had to get them to trust me so I could carry into the merge.
I was also fine with Chloe from our previous group, but we did have a bit of issues moving forward. My game picked up pace after Chloe gave up her key to the lockbox to JaVale, which was a way for me to get in with them, and for them to trust me if I got Chloe to do it. After that was done, I managed to get JaVale and Nick to keep their votes on Julian, in an attempt of keeping all my allies at the merge, where I would proceed to play the middle. With Julian leaving, I was in the good graces of pretty much everyone except for Sagar, Jayson, John and Ryan, who were the people I connected with the least before the merge.
Coming into the merge, I knew I would've had to found solid footing to move forward. Playing the middle is hard, but it's even harder when you get caught doing it. The Dana vote, I'll not say anything about it, the credit for that vote goes to JaVale & Nick. However, the Chloe vote is where I really started to make strategic decisions for myself. Chloe, is a person who makes it to the end in nearly every game she plays. She knows what's good for her and what isn't, so knowing that she was onto me, I had to send her home by siding with Nick and JaVale's crew, much to Evan, Kelly & Marissa's disapproval.
That was when my game become much clearer to people. However, my connections with Marissa, Kelly, Nick and JaVale were strong enough to carry me through the messy sides portion of the game, so I wasn't worried about leaving, cuz I knew they'd need votes. That's where the Sagar and Jayson vote came-by, which many can say were moves made too early.
I'd disagree, Sagar was the only person that was openly targeting me and was sketchy of me. Having someone so in-tune with my game was dangerous, as I knew he was savvy enough to catch wind and rack up numbers against me. That's when I approached Marissa and Kelly, and proposed a deal to them. If they'd vote Sagar out, I'd vote with them. Again, I got my way with yet another vote that would only benefit ME in the long run. Jayson going home was to prevent JaVale, Marissa, Kelly, Nick or myself from pulling a rock, who I considered to be all my closest allies in this game, hence why I didn't go through with the draw during that Tribal Council.
... Then the quit happened. This is where I feel my game took a toxic turn, as my hand was VERY limited and I knew going into the F6, with two idol's, evident final two deals, that I'd have to be more direct about my shots. I knew I had to play up on being an easy beat at the end so I'd have a chance to plead my case right now. So, much to my disapproval, I had to vote Marissa, JaVale AND Nick out, THREE of FOUR of my closest allies to secure MY spot here.
I voted correctly at EVERY Tribal Council that I intended, and I was never on the wrong side of the numbers. I positioned myself in the clear middle, well enough to be the swing vote in the eliminations of Chloe, Sagar and Jayson, which were all crucial boots for me, knowing those three were probably the smartest in the cast and they'd want to split me and Marissa up. I also managed to keep my relationship with Marissa and Kelly under wraps, and kept having them trust me throughout the game, despite my previous attempts of proving them otherwise.
Yes, my game was selfish. Yes, my game was flawed. But, I came in this game to win and I was not gonna take any other option. I knew people were gonna get mad, I knew I was going to have to lie. I think people didn't expect that from me. Looking at my initial group, of Evan's friends, I was probably the least deserving person to even be cast as an All-Star, and I was probably the least vocal out of that group, so I used those perceived labels to my advantage. No one would have thought I'd be capable to solidify relationships with other people outside of my group to get here in a second season in a row. I went back on my word, yes. But that's the essence of the game. I never made things personal. I played the game exactly how I wanted, not as clean as I would've loved for it to go down, but would I changed anything? No, I wouldn't.
I think I deserve to win because I'm showed that I'm willing to lie, I'm willing to make moves and takes risks, whether they be good or bad. I think I showed that by not picking a specific side and doing what was best for ME moving forward. I never played the game for Marissa/Kelly, or for Nick/JaVale. I was playing for myself the whole time; and I think that's why I deserve to win! I played to the best of my abilities and tried to maintain positive vibes throughout the whole game.
Best of luck Kelly and John x