@Timster
Why are you so competitive in these games?
As sad as it is, I do think I have a reputation and I don't want to disappoint people. I don't want people to be like "I don't get how he won before", or "oh he's not even that good, how is he in the HOF." I think a lot of people just assumed I must have been good as I've won before but they never actually experienced how I played first hand. Coming into this season, while I thought there was a good chance I'd probably flop, I did not want that. So many people were shocked I even accepted my invite and I don't really think people had that much faith in me doing as well as I did.
I wanna show everyone that I still do have it in me. I don't know, I just don't wanna feel like a loser LOL. Even Nolan's confessional when he got out was like "I was so excited when I saw people like Piddu were in this" and it's a lot of pressure to live up to. I think people think/thought really highly of me which makes it so I can't just play as good as everyone else, I'm expected to play better.
Also because my whole side did get taken out, I feel like I am kind of playing for them too. Seeing some of the jurors comments on here makes me feel like people are counting on me so it's difficult lol. When your allies get eliminated, you always want to find a way to avenge them so you're like "ok now I have to play for the both of us."
It's hard to explain and I don't think people really understand or maybe I just take group games too serious IDK LOL. I think I'm just really passionate for this franchise as it was something I did play a long time ago for a really long time. There weren't that many challenge group games back in the day and Rshow was one of the few hosts and has paved the way for others to host. I know I give Alex a lot of shit but I do appreciate what he's done.
Also I'm a twin so I think I might just be naturally competitive.