@ Ben
Hi - I appreciate your maturity. I'd like to first address that I wasn't trying to give false hope to muster up a "big movez" blindside. I truly apologize that it came off that way. There reason why I chatted with you the way I did was because I wanted to give to you what wasn't given to me. I was in your position many times this game and thought I was going home thousands of times especially due to the legitimacy of me ACTUALLY receiving vote after vote.
All throughout that time, I never had someone say to me 'be hopeful' 'keep trying' so that's what I was trying to give to you. Im not a malicious evil person so I apologize that it seemed like I was trying to be some mastermind. I don't play like that.
My Social Plays
- A Good First Impression as well as adapting to the right place and the right time. Throughout this game, I found myself constantly getting thrown into multiple skype chats. People would add me because they saw a good ally in me or needed another number, I wanted to be that number for them, instead of the boot. I was from the newbie tribe, willing to help, and wanting to stay in the game. So I danced with them and played into the view they saw me in. This is because I came onto the scene as a calm and level-headed player. This cast is STACKED and utterly terrified me on day one. Legendary players are in here and I was just a lil suitman survivor castaway tryna fit in. So I observed instead. I wouldn't attack ppl in the main chat. Only, make smaller comments. I wouldn't burn bridges before they were built. I waited for others to let me cross their bridge instead. In short, I tried to make myself likeable in the early stages so I could find a steady home/alliance within a brand new cast of strangers. It worked... but all those people I worked with got sent home.
- Not Getting Personal w People and Believing in my allies. I started this game in a 4 person alliance with Jack, Chance, and Anthony. One of them was the first boot. Another quit. And the one took 11th. On paper, I was not destined to be here tonight, but because I quickly played into new bonds like The Weaves, or the Four Whores, I would be a cheerleader in the chat and try to make everyone motivated or see in me in a fun light. Whether it was laughing at other peoples jokes or telling people that Im genuinely happy we're working together. And when I would disagree w someone's strategy or vote differently than the given alliance, I wouldn't let it tarnish the bond we had forged. There is no point in ending things terribly. Andrea and I didnt vote the same. James and I voted for EACHOTHER and the bond is still there. Even when Oli told me I would follow right after him, my response was "Well that isn't very nice" To not add fuel to the fire. I could tell he was upset and didn't want to lose hope on my own game let alone upset someone who was just blindsided.
Therefore, I initally had good bonds with people I believed in but they got sent home and by the time I had to make new ones it already early merged so that was an uphill battle so I understand why people didn't understand me socially. But few in the late stages of the game do, Jayson, Andrea, LeQuisha, and James, do.