This probably isn't the place for this blog but I'll say it anyway.
Times have been tough lately.
Often, I have no motivation to do my stuff for college. It's so easy to just say eh I'll do it later and then...not do it. Not because I don't want to just because I don't have the concentration or focus for it. My sleep schedule is absolutely fucked to where I stay up basically the whole night then sleep throughout most of the day. Being alone in a dorm room 24 hours a day isn't exactly how I pictured college. Being far from my friends and family at home sucks, but the fear of being looked at as a failure sucks even worse. The best part of my day is probably sleeping, which is extremely difficult these days. Overall I just wish I could slam the reset button and go back five years.
Well, it's almost 7:30 am I'm going to try and sleep, hopefully I don't sleep through my 2 pm class.
Never read something more relatable
It鈥檚 proper shit right now, I think a lot of us are feeling this way. I also feel I鈥檓 not doing anything, just basically existing.
It鈥檚 hard to know what to say because the situation is stopping us from doing many things that would make us feel better, but I genuinely do think soon as time progresses it will improve. Talking to friends, not even in person, cleaning my room, going for a walk.. listening to music, things like that make me feel better. Feel free to mail me, I hope things get better
