I wish I had someone who could try to make me smile even though i feel like complete shit.
I'm holding it together but what do you do when you can't anymore, burst......and then what? Who's gonna be there for me?
just got struck by reality and things aren't looking too good.
I just feel like there's no way to turn and I can't even help myself
I wanna cry and scream but like for some reason my body isn't allowing me to do it cause I think if I do, I'll completely lose it.
I just feel so helpless and I just hate everything right now, I don't know how I'll be able to cope or if I can.
is so disgusting. Yes its tengaged, tempers rise, people back stab, lie and cheat but for me the all new low is having a large pre made.
I just came out of a game where there was a pre made of 5 players. Not 2 or 3 but 5, so basically the others barely have a chance and what made it worst, there were players not in the pre made who could have made a difference by changing the dynamics, instead they just sat there and allowed it to happen. I'm appalled and quite disgusted by the entire thing. What it also says to me is that they can't even play on their own, they need props. Its such a bitter thing.
