It doesn't matter that you bend backwards for the people you love, that you go out of your way for their happiness but it never matters. The more you try to help people, the more people just take advantage of you. They get what they want and then they push you to the side.
I don't know if its just my luck but thats all that happens with me, even with the people I love and I always tell myself I won't go out of my way and I won't allow anyone to take advantage but damn. Seems like I always run towards the same shit, no matter what.