can yāall just leave some positivity or nice shit here. today really fucking sucked and I just need to read collectively happy things. it doesnāt even have to be like nice about me. more so just like positive things happening for you, happy pet pictures, whatever idk. I just need a smile.
first off happy early birthday to me I guess. thank you tengaged for the win and I appreciate all the support Iāve received over the course of this weekš couldnāt do it without yāall
so after taking some time to kind just think on this game and everything else Iāve kinda realized that stars is just not a game Iām super interested in playing anymore haha. I donāt think itās for me. I play games to meet people and have a good time and that just never seems to be the experience anymore so I will probably be seeing myself out of that aspect of the game and stick to castings and whatnot where I can just talk and not have to worry about getting attached to people that are just gonna hurt me haha.
and in like 6 months Iāll probably decide to play stars again but if I do try again itāll be with a whole new outlook. My entire life revolves around trying to please people and do things for others and not putting myself first and in a game like stars you have to be selfish so I guess maybe if I play again thatās the approach to take? Probably wonāt actually work for me but who knows. For the mean time Iāll be taking quite a break from this particular game and focusing more so on just investing in the relationships I have in and out of the site.
Thank you so much to the cast. It was a pleasure meeting those of you I didnāt know and a joy playing with those I had met previously. Gonna use my remaining space write tributes to those on the cast.
Finnick - literally so robbed but also we didnāt really get to do a whole lot together so I have not very much to say here ly though
titoburitto - donāt know if you ever really believed me but I truly did not split on you here and was devastated when you left because I was really ready to ride this game out together. Youāre such a positive presence to be around and I enjoyed our short lived relationship in this game
tcold312 - bestie you kinda quit the game but I feel like we had really good talks before and after and kinda smoothed things over so i am really grateful for that and appreciate our conversations
gabrieltrezza - the most heartbreaking set for me I think was when you went up with Zach here. There was no win for me with that set. I really hope you are able to get redemption in this new cast because you deserve your win bestie. Love you sm and you are one of my favorite allies to have and see in games. Super grateful for you and hope we are able to run a game together again soon
X_luucas_x - king I felt like we were never really on the same page but also youāre so freaking nice that I couldnāt ever even be upset about it haha. I appreciate how much you supported me even still after the game was over. And I genuinely hope we are able to talk more outside of this game because I would love to get to know you more!
Joey96 - so loyal and so robbed. this split angered me more than most because I knew despite us not having as much of a connection you were someone who had my back and that I could count on to keep me informed where I was not. Thank you for everythingš
tonym101101 - I am in awe that you were so negative and bitter toward me even after being out of the game when you were the one who initiated our game relationship and never really put much stock in it. Sorry that we were not able to have a better relationship but I thought every conversation we had was genuine and was honestly pretty hurt with the way you handled things out of the game. Anyway gameās over so if you wanna talk about it, by all means my PMs are open and Iām glad to chat things out. Maybe I misunderstood or something. Regardless hope youāre doing well
jonahfierce - contrary to popular belief, I never even locked you in here so all the weird comments and attacks after the game were really strange but to each their own. hope youāre doing well and hope we are able to repair things going forward. I was 100% genuine in my conversations with you about the game and meant every word about going forward together. Others werenāt so receptive toward your messiness
MarieTori - the biggest blessing to come out of this game for me and I was half the reason you went here š we already talked these points to death. You know how much I appreciate you and our friendship and how excited I am to continue a relationship going forward ilysm thank you for you supportšš
DBonee - šššššš my ride or die. My untouchable. I wouldāve locked myself before you and we both know it haha. We knew from day 1 that itād probably come down to me vs you at some point but we fought like hell to have as much time playing together as possible and I enjoyed every second of that aspect of the game. Still holding you to that future fortnite game because I think itād be a great time. Ily pal. Thank you for being my rock here
notsae - Iām never playing another long term game with you again lmao. I love you too much for that. Weāve had our share of battles in this game Iāll leave this public tribute for the positives. I really appreciate that no matter how ugly things got on a game level you always checked in on a human level and supported me regardless. This was a really hard game for us but I feel like we came out the other side on top. Love you friend. Thank you for being the one to let me know I won lmao
BigBrotherSuperToMe - my new lil sis! We really had not interacted before this game but Iām so glad we have connected now! Hope you werenāt serious about leaving the site because I just met you and wanna keep playing together! I really did not lock you in until f4 and figured it was the only chance I had to make finals without going up again. So glad to leave this game with a new friend in you.
DaddyDev - should not be writing this tribute for 3rd because you slayed the fuck out of this game and I am just lucky to be the person you decided to play it with the closest. Thank you so much for everything and as much as that f7-f6 period of time kinda sucked for us I appreciate the realness and vulnerability that came from it and it eventually paid off because we were able to make it here. Love you so much and am grateful that thatās mutual
hellocat - honestly no clue where we stand going forward but I did genuinely appreciate getting to know you. I think it was just easy for us to target each other early on because we did not connect as quickly and that distance allowed me specifically to nom you without as much remorse as I may have had for others so Iām sorry that we did not connect more in the scope of the game but I truly do think youāre a lovely person and I get why the people that love and adore you feel that way because you are extremely sweet hearted. Congratulations on making finals. You absolutely scared the shit out of me here and I am glad we shared this experience.
And thatās a wrap on this game!! Whether you liked or hated the way I play, I was me throughout the whole experience and wouldnāt go against that for anything. Thank you to those that supported me from the beginning and shoutout to the Z frat for not only providing votes in my favor but for just being such a source of kindness and support and inspiration when the game got really hard for me. I am so grateful for the friends I have there and this site would not be nearly as fun without you all. Thatās all Iāve got! Cowgirlās out. Love ya, bye!
This game has been ROUGH to say the least. My name was in peopleās mouths from the very beginning of the game and while most were too scared to target me directly, so many of my allies were taken out early in an attempt to āweakenā me which was honestly devastating because I lost out on an opportunity to play with people that I havenāt gotten to speak with in a while, but I was challenged to build new relationships and honestly the new people that I met were the most loyal all game! Shoutout Dalvin and BigBrotherSuperToMe.
Making it to the final 7 and being the second to last unnominated after having my name thrown out for so long honestly shocked me. The renomination into final 6 kinda threw me for a loop but thank you to you the public for scaring them so bad that they wouldnāt even consider it again!
I would love to be the winner of this game. I do believe overall that I played really well and would be a deserving winner. Parts of this game got really hard and a lot could have probably been handled better but I feel like throughout it all I was able to maintain my character and play a game I was proud of. (the one regret being for that one part sorry marietori love you sm)
Please click my button to win this gamešš will do individual tributes for the cast at some point as well. Okay love you all thank you for the support this week byeeeeeeeee
Also I got to see sunflowers today and Iāve never been so happy about anythingššš
Please save me and allow me to continue playing this game!!
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Genuinely just so confused by the level of manipulation on this cast. like I am struggling to see how we are even having fun at this point with the way we are talking to people but that's fine. Quite honestly one of the least fun games I have ever played but now I just want to win even more and want to be able to prove people wrong and triumph over all of this!!
To be sitting nominated next to Dalvin honestly breaks my heart because he is one of the sweetest people I have met in a game and I am so grateful that I get to consider him a friend in this game and going forward when the game is over.
Best of luck! Click Dalvin's button please even though it kills me
youāre out 
Please save me and allow me to continue playing this game!!