first off happy early birthday to me I guess. thank you tengaged for the win and I appreciate all the support I’ve received over the course of this week💞 couldn’t do it without y’all
so after taking some time to kind just think on this game and everything else I’ve kinda realized that stars is just not a game I’m super interested in playing anymore haha. I don’t think it’s for me. I play games to meet people and have a good time and that just never seems to be the experience anymore so I will probably be seeing myself out of that aspect of the game and stick to castings and whatnot where I can just talk and not have to worry about getting attached to people that are just gonna hurt me haha.
and in like 6 months I’ll probably decide to play stars again but if I do try again it’ll be with a whole new outlook. My entire life revolves around trying to please people and do things for others and not putting myself first and in a game like stars you have to be selfish so I guess maybe if I play again that’s the approach to take? Probably won’t actually work for me but who knows. For the mean time I’ll be taking quite a break from this particular game and focusing more so on just investing in the relationships I have in and out of the site.
Thank you so much to the cast. It was a pleasure meeting those of you I didn’t know and a joy playing with those I had met previously. Gonna use my remaining space write tributes to those on the cast.
Finnick - literally so robbed but also we didn’t really get to do a whole lot together so I have not very much to say here ly though
titoburitto - don’t know if you ever really believed me but I truly did not split on you here and was devastated when you left because I was really ready to ride this game out together. You’re such a positive presence to be around and I enjoyed our short lived relationship in this game
tcold312 - bestie you kinda quit the game but I feel like we had really good talks before and after and kinda smoothed things over so i am really grateful for that and appreciate our conversations
gabrieltrezza - the most heartbreaking set for me I think was when you went up with Zach here. There was no win for me with that set. I really hope you are able to get redemption in this new cast because you deserve your win bestie. Love you sm and you are one of my favorite allies to have and see in games. Super grateful for you and hope we are able to run a game together again soon
X_luucas_x - king I felt like we were never really on the same page but also you’re so freaking nice that I couldn’t ever even be upset about it haha. I appreciate how much you supported me even still after the game was over. And I genuinely hope we are able to talk more outside of this game because I would love to get to know you more!
Joey96 - so loyal and so robbed. this split angered me more than most because I knew despite us not having as much of a connection you were someone who had my back and that I could count on to keep me informed where I was not. Thank you for everything💞
tonym101101 - I am in awe that you were so negative and bitter toward me even after being out of the game when you were the one who initiated our game relationship and never really put much stock in it. Sorry that we were not able to have a better relationship but I thought every conversation we had was genuine and was honestly pretty hurt with the way you handled things out of the game. Anyway game’s over so if you wanna talk about it, by all means my PMs are open and I’m glad to chat things out. Maybe I misunderstood or something. Regardless hope you’re doing well
jonahfierce - contrary to popular belief, I never even locked you in here so all the weird comments and attacks after the game were really strange but to each their own. hope you’re doing well and hope we are able to repair things going forward. I was 100% genuine in my conversations with you about the game and meant every word about going forward together. Others weren’t so receptive toward your messiness
MarieTori - the biggest blessing to come out of this game for me and I was half the reason you went here 😭 we already talked these points to death. You know how much I appreciate you and our friendship and how excited I am to continue a relationship going forward ilysm thank you for you support💞💞
DBonee - 😭😭😭😭😭😭 my ride or die. My untouchable. I would’ve locked myself before you and we both know it haha. We knew from day 1 that it’d probably come down to me vs you at some point but we fought like hell to have as much time playing together as possible and I enjoyed every second of that aspect of the game. Still holding you to that future fortnite game because I think it’d be a great time. Ily pal. Thank you for being my rock here
Dalvin - THE BEST FREAKING ALLY. you were the most loyal ally I’ve maybe ever had in a game and we had never met prior to this game. I had no idea who you were but felt so connected to you immediately and am so glad I put the time I did into this relationship. You are such an absolute joy to be around and have one of the kindest hearts of anyone I’ve met on this site. You are quick to forgive and loyal to those who you appreciate. Can’t wait to continue this friendship. y no te preocupes, no te olvidaré. Ilysm friend💞💞💞
notsae - I’m never playing another long term game with you again lmao. I love you too much for that. We’ve had our share of battles in this game I’ll leave this public tribute for the positives. I really appreciate that no matter how ugly things got on a game level you always checked in on a human level and supported me regardless. This was a really hard game for us but I feel like we came out the other side on top. Love you friend. Thank you for being the one to let me know I won lmao
BigBrotherSuperToMe - my new lil sis! We really had not interacted before this game but I’m so glad we have connected now! Hope you weren’t serious about leaving the site because I just met you and wanna keep playing together! I really did not lock you in until f4 and figured it was the only chance I had to make finals without going up again. So glad to leave this game with a new friend in you.
DaddyDev - should not be writing this tribute for 3rd because you slayed the fuck out of this game and I am just lucky to be the person you decided to play it with the closest. Thank you so much for everything and as much as that f7-f6 period of time kinda sucked for us I appreciate the realness and vulnerability that came from it and it eventually paid off because we were able to make it here. Love you so much and am grateful that that’s mutual
hellocat - honestly no clue where we stand going forward but I did genuinely appreciate getting to know you. I think it was just easy for us to target each other early on because we did not connect as quickly and that distance allowed me specifically to nom you without as much remorse as I may have had for others so I’m sorry that we did not connect more in the scope of the game but I truly do think you’re a lovely person and I get why the people that love and adore you feel that way because you are extremely sweet hearted. Congratulations on making finals. You absolutely scared the shit out of me here and I am glad we shared this experience.
And that’s a wrap on this game!! Whether you liked or hated the way I play, I was me throughout the whole experience and wouldn’t go against that for anything. Thank you to those that supported me from the beginning and shoutout to the Z frat for not only providing votes in my favor but for just being such a source of kindness and support and inspiration when the game got really hard for me. I am so grateful for the friends I have there and this site would not be nearly as fun without you all. That’s all I’ve got! Cowgirl’s out. Love ya, bye!
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Plussed, I am so glad I got to meet you aswell. I think the first ever time we have ever interacted was in hunger but I pmed you AS you died. I am glad we got to bond over this time, even if it did result in some mini-arguments because you thought I locked you.. Oh btw, maybe I did lock you.. I'M SORRY I DIDNT WANNA MAKE YOU MORE UPSET but now I can tell you bc you won duh! Ily Rachael ❤️
