This is a post you name to celebrate me becoming a tvstar so pyn and i will write a sentence or so about u whether its about how i know u, about ur avi or anything i can think of that is positive :)
#ajg31397 - U are one of the higher levels i have not played with (i think) but i love ur avi, from what i have seen of u, u r a nice person #workhardplayhard247 - I have played with u once or twice in fasting i think when trying to get my health up for survivor, i would love to actually be able to get to know u and that to keep going u will get here one day it takes time but does happen :) #Carsonl - OMG u have played so many game and sure that during that point i have play with u at least one but dont remember lol but u seem like a really down to earth guy :) #Delete2544 - I remember u joined my ot in survivor one time for a gift and thought that was very nice, i am pretty sure sometime around then we ended up in a frookies together which i thought was cool :) Timberlie - I have never met u yet, u seem to have a good taste in music Dhucking_Quacks - I have played with u before coz who could forget a name like that i also love the hair on ur avi its soooo cool it looks like ur in the breeze :) HopefulWonder5 - I have played with u mainly in survivor games and u have come a long way, u are a down to earth person which i love :) carleebear - One of my best friend on here :) u have always been there when i needed u and know u will always be there i love u OutthereElmo - My best friend on here, i love u to bits and know i can count of you for anything i may need :) matty1982 - One of my best friends even though u have recently unfriended me :( i know u probs didnt realise or remember to add me but i still remember when we met way back then and the fun we have had since :) bklimas - We breifly met when u joined my charity not realising sorry i had to nom u i knew everyone else there i hope we get to play again some time and actually get to know each other :) skyler1822 - we used to be friends ages ago when i came back onto this site after about a year break we had some good time and u have come so far since then :)
This is not a laughing matter but i feel that i need to post this and get it around to as many people as possible.
Suicide is a major problem in our world today and that more awareness has to be made.
I feel that people wont understand why i am making a blog about this so i will explain why
In my life for the past 6 years i have had depression which has caused me to be obsessed with suicide. Until 2010 it was undiagnosed but due to the fact each year before that i was getting worse i could not cover up what i was doing to my self. By this time someone got me help even though i didnt really want it, i realize now that i need it. It was a long road to get where i am today as i have been admitted into hospital on multiple occasions since 2010 with suicide attempts. By 2011 i admitted that i needed the help but yet was still trying to commit suicide. By august 2011 i was released from hospital and to this day i have not been readmitted but it is hard trying to over come everything that has happened.
I tell people this as i am open about what my life has been like and that i only want to help people.
I know that it is hard admitting you need help but you have to think what it would be like for family and friends if you happened to succeed in this.
And in saying this I realized more and more that a lot of people dont know how to act or think when being told that they want to commit suicide. So if anyone you know is serious about committing suicide then get them to ring a help line there are over 40 help lines world wide that are willing to help.
