Im sitting here thinking about so much shit. I am thinking about how I might move back home.
I'm sick of dealing with everything down here. Its like a whole other world. Fuck laguna beach, bring that shit to tengaged and you'll have the ratings of the century. It would make the perfect show. You have all the drama, the backstabbing, the gossip, the friends fucking friends and friends fucking friends girlfriends/boyfriends. A bunch of underage drinkers and some drug selling, a little insurance fraud and you're a fucking millionaire.
I should bottle up this shit and sell it to the WB. Seriously. Its just the most frustrating place to live in all of the world. Well I dont know about that but moving down here from somewhere normal makes people here look like they couldn't survive without pain, lies, hurt, love, sex, and everything else that should be inside panora's box.
Also, everyone knows everyone by association but none of its good. Its all "she said, he said" bullshit. Back home if you had a problem you just got int someones face and said what was on your mind. Here its all behind your back shit, like everyone has a knife just waiting to stab you with it. Hell if thats me, I'll tell you exactly how I feel and I dont care if you want to talk shit about me, have fun. I'm glad i'm the center of your world - its flattering.
The girls are all whores. If you're not a virgin more than likely if you live in the tengaged world you're a whore. Not saying theres anything wrong with that, because hell I used to be one when I was young and stupid too. But the people down here arent even safe or respectful about it. This girl might fuck you, your best friend and your older brother. At least have some class for yourself.
And the guys! The guys are almost worse. Guys down here will fuck anything with a pussy. Its like wow shes hot, why dont I fuck her. His friend might have already done her but he'll do her too, maybe at the same time. Yeah its in all the porn you watch but come on now, do you really want to be telling your future wife that you once had a gang bang? It may be fun now but there comes a time where you need to grow up and look for girls who dont want to fuck you with their friend in the bed too.
Lastly, nobody should take offence to this. I'm not trying to point anyone out or make someone feel bad about themselves. If you read this and feel bad then maybe its something to do with how you feel about yourself. I'm not sitting here saying I do no wrong but at least I have the balls to say it out loud
