so some of you may know whats going on but i decided ill let everyone know now that ive handled the news a little bit. i got diagnosed neurofibromitosis type 2. it is an uncurable disease i grow tumors along my nervous system. they monitor any new tumors and do accordingly for the rest of my life.. they got a big one that they think started when i was 15. brain stem to lower lumbar inside of my spine. 12 hour surgery. and im now doing rehab but its not looking good. i cant walk barely standing and not for too long. i a wheelchair and my motor skills are pretty messed up. and we just wait for the next tumors to grow. im taking this pretty hard because theres alot in life i still wanted to do but for now im taking it one day at a time. i have 2 behind my left ear and im going to lose my hearing eventually. in a year we will know what is permanant. thankyou everyone that has been here supporting me through this. im going to continue to write music while i still can and hopefully i can get back to 80% of what i was but ill never be 100% me again. thankyou guys for listening i needed to wite about it cuz im pretty scared. have a great day everyone and dont take anything for granted anything can change in the blink of an eye
its gotten alot better but i fucked up my knee like 4 weeks agogot a nuclear x ray done today to check. still cant walk or move that much, its been tough
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sending you positive vibes 💕 always stay strong
i also like what you said about never taking anything for granted bc anything could change :L
I'm really sorry you have to go through this. Stay strong and try remain positive, there is still a lot of things you can see and do. Just try live life to the full.
i also like what you said about never taking anything for granted bc anything could change :L