my name isn’t fucking ashley. stop calling me it. i go by ash for a reason, either respect it, or don’t talk to me at all.
i didn’t really wanna share this but now i feel like i have to just to get my point across. my abusive dad named me ashley and it’s a DEADNAME because i don’t want to be seen as a product of my father. my mom wanted me named something different.
but no, i have to say that on fucking tengaged dot com because people won’t stop calling me it, knowing not ONCE have i ever gone by that. it’s ash. call me ash or don’t refer to me at all. simple. i hate being vulnerable on this stupid website because i know someone is gonna use this against me eventually, but right now i could care less. i act like i’m not sensitive, but at the end of the day i’m a 16 y/o that deeply cares how they’re perceived. i’m ash. not ashley, and not my fucking father.
not to fucking mention me getting called a “vile cow” in a frookies because i nominated someone. i’m tired. so fucking tired.
that’s all, im just really fucking tired of it and eventually i hit a breaking point, that being now.
