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The ashloathesu's blog

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logged in Feb 10, 2024
to vote jacob jewcub1024 to win stars ok bye for another 90 days LOL
Points: 66 4 comments
logged in after 77 days Nov 11, 2023
who cheered (dw i’m disappearing again i’m just bored)
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logging out for the inevitable future Aug 17, 2023
i’ve outgrown this silly lil website i fear…i’ll probably be back someday let’s be real but i don’t base my value on how internet ppl think of me anymore!!! no point of being on here if i have better things to do irl lol. also it’s my senior year…i’m tryna live in the moment lol

if you ever wanna reach me:
insta: ctrlllash
disc: ashstfuchallenge

bye for at least rn! it’s been fun but i have other shit to pay a whole lot more attention to rn lol
Points: 92 5 comments
stop caring abt what ppl think of you!!! May 17, 2023
Points: 55 0 comments
stars 742 ✿ Feb 4, 2023
hello tengaged!!! i made it to the finale everyone! i have a whole lot to say about my experience in the house (most i get into in my vlog) but i’m so thankful to be here. every poll i was in this game was me staying by less that 2 percent. i am genuinely floored and feel so loved by the tengaged community.

i won’t go too into my game in text (i cover each nomination one by one in my vlog if you wanna see exactly where my head was for each set) but i’ve played a killer game. i’ve had a huge target on my back since 15th and still managed to make it here with minimal scratches on me. 8/12 sets this game were masterminded by yours truly and i was the only person in the whole cast to get put up three times. i was labeled a major threat by most even though i didn’t really play the middle much and i stuck to my own guns most this game, which ended up paying off.

my game definitely did have plenty of spicy drama thrown in if you’re into that type of thing. from a messy breakup to #spamgate, this game threw a lot of things at me i didn’t know if i could handle. there were a lot of times where i nearly gave up and stopped fighting, but i never truly did. i came into this game a true underdog, being the second furthest to the right in this cast. i’ve only been on the website for half a year, this being my third stars. i was eager to play and see how far i went.

with all that being said, thank you again to absolutely ANYONE who saved me in any of the polls i was in. your votes do not go unappreciated and unacknowledged. thank you for anyone who sent me kind words when things got rough, and special thank you’s to those in the cast that understood that i’m an erratic 16 y/o kid with bipolar that can snap pretty damn easily. i appreciate anyone who puts up with my shit more than you know LOL

well…here we are. this is it. the final stretch. my vlog goes into heavy detail about how i played my game and what i did where if you’re curious. it’s definitely not a mandatory watch (as it’s 13 minutes) but it definitely gives voters insight as to why i deserve to win this thing.

VLOG:

and yeah! thanks for reading!!! push my button and vote me to win! gl joe and kim, ily both :)) <33

https://tengaged.com/poll/bigbrother-game-221430
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nominated 8th in stars ✨ Feb 2, 2023
well, im up again. there’s still two unnommed in the game somehow and im up for the second time. this cast is playing shady as fuck. i told the entire cast that literally THAT NIGHT my long-time boyfriend and i had broken up and that i wasn’t gonna be on much. i told them i needed time for myself. they said “oh yeah, take as much time as you need!” then put me on the block anyways. well, congrats, your set made it through, but not without losing what little dignity you have left. they want me gone so bad they put me up with arguably the most popular player in the cast who has won SEVEN stars already. i love johnathan but don’t you think it’s time to let someone new have a chance? if i don’t win this poll, he’s winning the whole thing and im calling that now. do you wanna see a new face win or do you wanna see someone get their 8th stars win? the decision is purely in your hands.

i’ve been playing an incredible game so far. my name has been dropped every dc since 15th and i’ve been able to affectively counter until recently. i’ve gotten most of my set’s through and i’ve been working my ass off day in and day out. i’ve never played a stars like i’ve played this one and i’d love to keep going.

i severely doubt i’m winning this poll but i’d love to go back in that house and show these people what im made of. thank you to everyone who has supported me thus far, it doesn’t go unappreciated, and thanks for reading.

push johnathan’s button so i can get my well-deserved revenge. thank you. ↴

https://tengaged.com/poll/bigbrother-game-221430
Points: 0 3 comments