For those who don't think about dying every day, I envy you. This life filled with false happiness and materialistic pleasures only masquerade everyone's own intense desires to feel wanted. For those who wake up every day and not have to constantly worry and internalize their own insecurities, I envy you. For those who can say they have ever truly been happy in their life, I envy you. You're a lucky individual. This isn't a call for help, much rather, a realization that being a cog in the 21st century means nothing to society and your internal monologue is worthless.
It’s only up from here - it def gets better