I really do hate myself a lot, I almost have no self respect
I think I blame my dysmorphia for my thinking because I hate my diet and my lack of exercise, along with my body. I also hate the mistakes I’ve made with some people in general, I have a lot of past issues
I also hate people who socialize greatly in communities like my school because it reminds me of what I don’t have. I honestly wish I could be a better person because I feel disgusting about myself and I’m not sure if I’m ok with that
I feel like I try not be a toxic person but I know that I am inside, and I try to change that to make me feel less guilty about myself
im so glad that I do have friends regardless
I wouldn’t know what would have happened if I was alone
