I've been doing a lot of reflecting lately
1stMay 22, 2018
- (Sorry in advance, I need to put these thoughts somewhere...)
I've spent most of my life (since I was maybe 8 or 9) just wanting it to be over already. Truth be told, I've never really understood WHY I've felt this way. I've brought a lot of these feelings onto TG in my almost 9 years on this site, and some of yall have really helped me through.
After losing a dear friend not long ago (love you Matt64) I started to see things a bit differently. Maybe my life is worth more than I thought initially? Idk. If not to myself, maybe to someone else. Who knows what the future holds, but rn I'd like to be around for it, even though I don't feel that way 100% of the time. I'm working on that.
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