since i've been feeling a lot better lately with trial and error and if you wanna bitch about it, you're wasting your own time reading this right now, kidna my point.
When life starts picking up and thinks start to become optimistic, you get all these people bullshitting you and trying to make you feel some type of way about it or bring you down because you did something 137 years ago and its online, its not a secret what I lied about, what i've done, who i've sided with, what I called kingmac on a skype call one time @ 13ISH i THINK. when i was 13 on habbo. Faked having a kid. Boom. Felt like the end of the world when everyone turned against me but looking back now thats when I stopped ignoring my life by these online communities i loved so much
my headspace is slowly changing and i'm excited and trying not to rush too fast and like crash and burn and shit because I found the people that make me think positively constantly instead of immediate negative shit.
and again, ffs, if you wanna let a blog online ruin even 10 minutes of your IRL right now, you should seek out another distraction. I'll make what I want, when I want, and you can keep bitching about it taking up your time.
