hi fam, miss and love most people who are probably gonna read this.
I had to go to the ER a few nights ago, thought my appendix was about to burst. My roommate stayed with me the entire time, including lots of morphine and loopy speech, my gallbladder is infected and I'm gonna have to have surgery to remove my gallbladder. I'm scared shitless. Its like we get over one hill, everything feels great, and then something else comes down and hits me. This shit is painful as hell and i've been miserable lately and sleeping like 15+ hours. And had to be out of work for awhile cause of the pain.
Either way I am just stressing over having surgery, i've never had surgery ever, i'm scared and just want to go back to being my normal self again.
