Hello Tengaged, my lame ass again. I am in need of some help.
I have been going through a very rough time and I am about to lose my head, and maybe my cool.
I am technically homeless.
I was going to have a daughter but she was stillborn.
My dad, and only family member who gives a fuck is dying of cancer.
I have no more true friends aside from maybe 3 people in the real world (hence why I am coming on here looking for help)
I am diagnosed Bi-Polar and I am tired of hurting people and hurting myself.
22, College drop out with nothing going for me
Alcoholic and Drug Addict, in recovery, but with all of this I just want to say fuck it.
I know most of the people on here only care about a few things including winning, lying, and decieving people.
I just need someone to talk to, I know there has to be one person out there who is kind enough to listen. or atleast I truly hope.
I will listen to whatever you need me to. Day or night 24/7. I may not reply immediately but I am ALWAYS here to listen if you need anything. Skype is great.gravy
My only tip for you, from personal experience, is to take it step-by-step, day-by-day. If you want to chat, hit me up on pm. Then we can probably Skype or whatever you prefer. Have a great day mister!
You have been through so much in life and here you still are. I believe that you'll get through all these struggles and they will help prepare you for anything that goes wrong in the future. You'll have been through so much it will seem like nothing in comparison. But you are a source of light in this world and I have always thought so.
"Ireally is a dumb whore that needs to grow up because she is such a slut that no one likes here except herself, seh always sais shes killing her slef then do it because no one likes you, ireally is so dumb strategically and mentally so stupid if she were to win evreyone would be dumb founded, evreyone sue is still shocked alive because she is a dumb whore"
If you don't find someone here to help you, look for a professional! To the world you may just be one person, but to one person you may just be the world :)
Get help and when they prescribe medication to help you? Stay on it. If the dosage isn't working, talk to a doctor about adjusting it. This is my heartfelt advice to you.
