I don’t like to talk about my cut. That was a really long time ago.
There are plenty of moments where I get sad enough to the point where I THINK about doing it again, but I always tell myself that it isn’t worth it. It’s not gonna make anything better. So that’s why I usually just try to do things I enjoy so I can stay happy. And on the rare occasion that someone tries to make me unhappy... I do the best I can to tell myself that their opinion is meaningless.
Obviously sometimes they get to me... okay, they OFTEN get to me... but I always manage. Eventually.
So here’s where I’m going with this: I don’t wanna talk about my cut, because I’m much better now. I just wanna continue as if it was any other day. I don’t mind if you bring up the topic, but please at least try to be sensitive about it. You have no idea how much I hate seeing people joke about hurting themselves.
And let’s hope that we can just move on from this! I obviously let these losers get to me, but then I was reminded that there’s a lot of people here who actually do care for me, and their opinion is just shit.
I know you guys want me to take a break, but... I literally can’t imagine doing anything else. Oddly, this site is where I like to go to to relieve stress because... ironically... it’s one of the only places where I have friends.
So please, let’s just try to forget about today’s events and just continue on like normal. Trust me, I feel okay and I’m going to be okay. I promise I’ll talk to someone if I ever feel I need to. I come here to have fun, and that’s what I wanna do with you guys!
