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The truth about Charming2010... Aug 21, 2009
imageThe following is a conversation I had with Charming2010.  I think it speaks for itself.  It starts with the line ">>>>>>>>>>>>cunt! lolz gawd get over it".  My responses to each line are at the bottom, his spread upward towards the top.  The last line would be the topmost line.

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Re: lolz your that epicmafia
August 21, 2009 01:19:54
to GarretStryker

i would probably care what you thought about me more, but i've heard everything already, i have haterz so you need to get in line
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and another thing, everything you say tengaged already knows lol
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o and before you try to put me in my place at least be yellow level lol
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>>UHH YA lol
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>>dude your really bad at tengaged, looking at your record as well lol, stick to epicmafia
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>>>>dude i really don't care lol, your just one vote, and even if i lose, its a game. Someone takes online games way too serious.
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>>>>>>sureeeeeeeeee lol
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>>>>>>>>because you don't like me? lol okay w/e
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>>>>>>>>>>and why do i care? lol
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>>>>>>>>>>>>cunt! lolz gawd get over it
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>>>>>>>>>>>Thanks for the evidence.  Now they'll see you for the true person you are.
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>>>>>>>>>I should think you would care. This is going to cause you to lose more support.
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>>>>>>>That, and because you are trying to pass yourself off as the victim here.  You deserve this eviction. Hands down.
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>>>>>Hey, it's your right to choose to not believe me.  But out of you and Mike, you are the worst one to save.  I can't say I like Mike, but he's the lesser of two evils.
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>>>So yer basically saying that because I am only one person, I don't matter at all to you.  Am I correct in saying this?
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>I know my own flaws.  However, do you know your own flaws?  Evidence suggests otherwise.
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Let's Go To Castings! Aug 15, 2009
http://www.tengaged.com/game/9438
Here we go again.  Maybe I'll get that last karma point I need, lol.
Points: 8 8 comments
New poem for a contest (Theme is Erosion) Aug 4, 2009
imageDid you know I can read minds, Darling?
It is a difficult task, to be sure,
wearing away the surfaces from intelligent river rocks
until they become smooth and easy to handle.
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Darling, are you aware your heart gossips?
She can be a loud, selfish girl,
but she is often worth listening to
despite how worn my patience may become.
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My nose is not blind, Darling.
That familiar perfume you wear certainly
reminds me of our first honeymoon.
Our love was unparalleled back then.
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Darling, look in my eyes.
You've eroded away my sanity
and murdered our rocky relationship
with your river of lies.
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You cannot run, Darling.
Fear comes too late
to save you from
the judgement of God.
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Darling, for you.
A lovely satin
noose to compliment
your bruised skin.
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Phone, Darling.
Say hello
to your
gentleman lover.
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Darling,
tell
him
goodbye.
Points: 11 3 comments
Ramblings of a Caffeinated Fatalist Aug 3, 2009
image(Where there is a line of *'s, pretend that is a space between stanzas, since formatting on Tengaged sucks, lol.  I wrote this in five minutes, but then I fleshed it out a bit later, with the help of some people on my poetry forum.)
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The windows of our soul; Are they truly portals
Through which we view the nature of a man?
His actions are evidence of his misdeeds, for
No man lives with a pure heart.
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How does one judge a man when he falls?
Perhaps it is by whether he crawls or stands.
With thoughts as bitter as that of a special blend,
He bargains with God for the destruction
Of his guilt-ridden soul.
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Death is uncertain.
Life is hell. We have
Only ourselves, our own unique dreams and hopes.
But hope is dashed upon the rocky shores of the world
When even we fail to realize its true murderous intent.
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A reflection of his soul in the liquid of his cup, then?
His guilt resurfaces as he takes in the aroma.
Even the humble, yet bold, notes of jazz accuse him.
Coffee burns more than just his tongue.
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Nothing is certain, not where death reigns supreme.
Chaos... destruction... confusion... despair.
All of this is part of our daily lives, yet we realize it not.
Some pains are more obvious, but we all ache inside.
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They would have you believe in Love's promise.
Ha! That is a fairytale, a privileged dream.
Love exists, surely, but it is never guaranteed.
Just as coffee grows cold over time, so, too, do our hearts;
Freshly hot in youth, warm with age, then cold with death.
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It is inevitable that we strive for our own selfish gain,
Our hidden desire to rule the world, to have it our way.
If I am wrong, please, enlighten me, but do so quietly,
As I am enjoying the bitter saxophone notes play.
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In this dark, smoke-filled cafe, I shall be at your service,
Waiting for your contradictions, your half-attempts
At convincing me of your fallacious truth.
Eager to disillusion you of those shining images, the lies of life.
If there is any hope, it is mixed in my cup of acidic bliss.
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Like a Bolt from the Blue... Jul 19, 2009
imageI live with my mother and stepfather.  A few years ago my biological father remarried.  I say this to set up the facts in your mind so I don't accidentally confuse you.

Real Story:
My stepmother (the woman my real dad married) called today and told me my real father had passed away last night.  They're not sure how he died, only that he died in his sleep and had been complaining about being dizzy and about his gut.  He was found slightly out of bed and blue this morning.

Of course I didn't know the man very well, but it still hit me pretty hard.  I think I spent 4 hours in Wal*Mart, just window shopping to get my mind off of it.

I'll always think about it, and perhaps I'll cry a few more times along the way.  But... I won't give up on life.  He wouldn't want that.

I'll just have to live for the two of us now, instead of just myself.
Points: 20 3 comments
Justinthedude Jul 18, 2009
imagehttp://www.tengaged.com/game/9059

I was in this game.  Hell it's a castings game, for fuck sake.  Anyway, I was backstabbed by Justinthedude or whatever his gay ass name is.  I knew it was coming, yes, but then he announces it in the fucking main comments area.  Like he's GLOATING about it.

It's official.  If you ever come across this person, never trust him at all.  Get rid of him ASAP.

Here's his profile: http://www.tengaged.com/user/Justinthedude
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