Lately (specifically this past year) I am feeling that no matter how much effort I put into the people I love it is never enough. Whatever I tried to do from them, support them, and love them it just goes bad :/. Last year when I was a junior, everything was going well for me. I had no complaints about anything big. However, ever since this school year many things have happened that ended up loved ones from pushing away from me. In addition, I feel that majority of the reason is because of me. Here is a song that explains how I have been feeling throughout this year.
For the people who don't like Glee, please read the lyrics at least so you know how I been feeling.
Glee – Get It Right Lyrics
What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Comments
I love you, and I'm always here <3 Like the song says, you will get through this.
