Today after I got off of work and after I got comfortable, I took my mom into my room and nervously told her that I am Gay. She was COMPLETLY fine with it <3! She just took it as a so what news and told me that she loved me and will always be there for me and I can trust her with anything! I felt tremendously ecstatic and still somewhat embarrassed.
BUT I was more hesitant to tell my dad that I am Gay because he is slightly prejudges. My mom told me the stories that he acted like in the past with other groups of people and that frightened me. Therefor instead of myself, my mom went into their bedroom and she told him that I was Gay. When my mom brought me into the bedroom, my dad came up slightly crying and gave me a big hug. He said that he was ok with it and was still proud to call me his son <3.
When they both knew that I was Gay my mom and I talked a bit more in detail about me being Gay. Also she told me stories on how some of her close friends in the past were Gay/Lesbian and it NEVER bothered her one bit :). I feel a thousand times better that they finally know :) <3! I am glad that BOTH of my parents know and accept me for who I am :").
Nathan: ahhahaha maybe one day if i go over to visit.. we can go out partying (: .
Me: Ash I wont drink, i want to remember what u r like (; LOL.
Nathan: okies then you can drive me bk to my hotel c] x] *.
Me: Ughhhh fineeeeeeeeeeee, but ur ass will be in the back seat.
Nathan: noooooooooo x] i dont like the back seat x] .
Me: Too damn bad ur drunk ass is being back there xD.
Nathan: fine! x].
Me: Good =DD!!! If Anthony comes you 2 can be in the back D:.
Nathan: Yes! ;)
Me: Ahhh ok maybe u can be in the front with me XD lol.
Nathan: nope now im going at the back! ;) .
Me: Just dont have sex in my parents car!!!!!!.
Nathan: We wont ;)
Me: OR oral sex .
Nathan: We wont ;)
Me: Ok good!! AND no undressing o:.
Nathan: We wont ;)
Me: OK good! Making out like whores is fine (:.
Nathan: We wont ;)
Me: Ok :).
Nathan: what if we did have oral in your parents car ?? :P.
Me: Then I will be pissed and i will kick you or anthony out of the car XD lol .
Nathan: orly ?? and let us get mugged or something ? .
Me: Yeah pretty much. I would drop you off within walking distance of the hotel XD.
Nathan: good friend you are ¬¬
Me: Well it is my parents car xD lol. you dont have oral in my parents car xD lol. .
Nathan: but i was drunk ;)
Me: dont give me that you know you remember when ur drunk lol. Fine I would put you or him in the front and you can explain to my parents how thier got dirty lolhow the car**.
Nathan: LOL fine by me.. its not like they would see me again x]
That my favorite Uncle died today from committing suicide!! :"( It was a total shock to my family. My parents were telling me who out of him, my dad, their other brother and sister, he was the good one. He did never do drugs, never went to jail, actually went to college and always seemed happy. Then about 2.5 years ago, he tried to kill himself over a girl that he was in love with :(. Now we do not know if he did it this time because of her, or depression, or a big secret we will never know :'(! Out of all my Uncles and Aunts, he was the only one that I would consider him one to me. I never have to see him much; but when I did, I would enjoy every minute of it. Back when before I was 18, he was my guardian for when something bad would happen to my parents :"(. I just wish he would not have done that and he was here :"(.
Here is a Skype post that I sent to a friend about what happened:
[9:29:40 PM] Jeffrey Schultz: Ughhhh. Like a week ago snapped and said that, I am annoying and do not want to be friends. So we try to work it out by texting and then she started turning bitchy towards and I was want to talk in person. Because it is easier to communicate and explain things and work it, out. However, she was being EXTREMLY stubborn and would not do it. Therefore, I tried to text with her today to just talk and see if we can get past it. But she would not do it. She just cursed me and we urged for hours where she was losing her temper and I was trying to make her see what she is doing is not best. But she just said I am done and blah blah blah and how much of a bad person I was. So finally after a week of this abuse I snapped and she saw a side of me she never did.
BITCHY JEFFREY! I sent 10 texts explaining what she is doing is bad, calling her out, ACTUALLY defending myself. And before I did this, she started to attack me personally about the Ryan thing and that set me off. I saw on call with ***** and he thought it was cute I was getting mad. I guess I never get mad idk how to express it @ all!!! I literally cannot act mean. BUT when I started to hit my kitchen top like 10 times in a row EXTREMLY HARD he got scared and KNEW I WAS PISSED. And he thought I would punch him XD. But seriously, at that moment I felt like hitting someone. So now, we are DEFINALTLY no longer friends and atm I not sad about it. The way she was treated me for that week was not cool. And I kept my cool that long but she FINALLY broke me and I snapped. So we are no longer best friends.
We were best friends. We hanged out all the time at mine house, go out to places, could spend all day with each other and were like a sister to me. But after how she has been treating me, I took a stand and now it has ended :(.