It is crazy how religious I was when I was a high school student. I was actually more peaceful with life, didn't care about death and being close to God gave me so much strength. I think I was more mature too. However after 2012 (I consider this year turning point of both my inner world and the world overall) my character shifted in a direction that I couldn't control somehow someway. I def have everything an average person would want other than my love life which is not existent but something doesnt feel right. I need to fight for something like I used to in high school I just don't know what for.
often times I caught myself thinking about that shift after 2012 and It makes me feel shit to be stuck on the past. I am not unhappy or depressed I am just...restless maybe?
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A lot of times people can't see depression in themselves. I denied that I had it for years before I was diagnosed. Im not saying you have it, but sometimes its a good idea to talk to someone! I hope things turn around for you.
